Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Love stories; Sex role -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
'You cannot resist the force of my reasoning--you, who are
acquainted with, who know how to paint, in colours true to
nature, the human heart--you, who admire, as a proof of
power, the destructive courage of an Alexander, even the
fanatic fury of a Ravaillac--you, who honour the pernicious
ambition of an Augustus Cæsar, as bespeaking the potent,
energetic, mind!--why should _you_ affect to be intolerant
to a passion, though differing in nature, generated on the
same principles, and by a parallel process. The capacity of
perception, or of receiving sensation, is (or generates) the
power; into what channel that power shall be directed,
depends not on ourselves. Are we not the creatures of
outward impressions? Without such impressions, should we be
any thing? Are not passions and powers synonimous--or can
the latter be produced without the lively interest that
constitutes the former? Do you dream of annihilating the
one--and will not the other be extinguished? With the
apostle, Paul, permit me to say--"I am not mad, but speak
the words of truth and soberness."
'To what purpose did you read my confessions, but to trace
in them a character formed, like every other human
character, by the result of unavoidable impressions, and the
chain of necessary events. I feel, that my arguments are
incontrovertible:--I suspect that, by affecting to deny
their force, you will endeavour to deceive either me or
yourself.--I have acquired the power of reasoning on this
subject at a dear rate--at the expence of inconceivable
suffering. Attempt not to deny me the miserable, expensive,
victory. I am ready to say--(ungrateful that I am)--Why did
you put me upon calling forth my strong reason?
'I perceive there is no cure for me--(apathy is, not the
restoration to health, but, the morbid lethargy of the soul)
but by a new train of impressions, of whatever nature,
equally forcible with the past.--You will tell me, It
remains with myself whether I will predetermine to resist
such impressions. Is this true? Is it philosophical? Ask
yourself. What!--can _even you_ shrink from the consequences
of your own principles?
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