Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Love stories; Sex role -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
I took an early opportunity of addressing a few lines to Mr Francis,
informing him of my situation, and entreating his counsel. I waited a
week, impatiently, for his reply, but in vain: well acquainted with his
punctuality, and alarmed by this silence, I mentioned the step I had
taken, and my apprehensions, to Montague, who immediately repaired,
himself, to the house of Mr Francis; and, finding it shut up, was
informed by the neighbours, that Mr Francis had quitted England, a
short time before, in company with a friend, intending to make a
continental tour.
This intelligence was a new shock to me. I called on some of my former
acquaintance, mentioning to them my wish of procuring pupils, or of
engaging in any other occupation fitted to my talents. I was received by
some with civility, by others with coldness, but every one appeared too
much engrossed by his own affairs to give himself the trouble of making
any great exertion for others.
I returned dispirited--I walked through the crowded city, and observed
the anxious and busy faces of all around me. In the midst of my fellow
beings, occupied in various pursuits, I seemed, as if in an immense
desart, a solitary outcast from society. Active, industrious, willing
to employ my faculties in any way, by which I might procure an honest
independence, I beheld no path open to me, but that to which my spirit
could not submit--the degradation of servitude. Hapless woman!--crushed
by the iron hand of barbarous despotism, pampered into weakness, and
trained the slave of meretricious folly!--what wonder, that, shrinking
from the chill blasts of penury (which the pernicious habits of thy
education have little fitted thy tender frame to encounter) thou
listenest to the honied accents of the spoiler; and, to escape the
galling chain of servile dependence, rushest into the career of infamy,
from whence the false and cruel morality of the world forbids thy
return, and perpetuates thy disgrace and misery! When will mankind
be aware of the uniformity, of the importance, of truth? When will
they cease to confound, by sexual, by political, by theological,
distinctions, those immutable principles, which form the true basis of
virtue and happiness? The paltry expedients of combating error with
error, and prejudice with prejudice, in one invariable and melancholy
circle, have already been sufficiently tried, have already been
demonstrated futile:--they have armed man against man, and filled the
world with crimes, and with blood.--How has the benign and gentle nature
of Reform been mistated! 'One false idea,' justly says an acute and
philosophic writer,[20] 'united with others, produces such as are
necessarily false; which, combining again with all those the memory
retains, give to all a tinge of falsehood. One error, alone, is
sufficient to infect the whole mass of the mind, and produce an infinity
of capricious, monstrous, notions.--Every vice is the error of the
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