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'But a short time,' they added, 'would determine it; in the mean while
he must be kept perfectly still.'
I turned from them, and walked to the window--I raised my eyes to
heaven--I breathed an involuntary ejaculation--I felt that the crisis
of my fate was approaching, and I endeavoured to steel my nerves--to
prepare my mind for the arduous duties which awaited me.
Mr Lucas approached me, the physician having quitted the room. '_Mrs
Montague_,' said he, in an emphatic tone--'in your sympathy for a
_stranger_, do not forget other relations.'
'I do not need, sir, to be reminded by you of my duties; were not the
sufferings of a fellow being a sufficient claim upon our humanity, this
gentleman has _more affecting claims_--I am neither a stranger to him,
nor to his virtues.'
'So I perceive, madam,' said he, with an air a little sarcastic, 'I
wish, Mr Montague were here to participate your cares.'
'I wish he were, sir, his generous nature would not disallow them.' I
spoke haughtily, and abruptly left him.
I took a turn in the garden, endeavouring to compose my spirits, and,
after visiting the nursery, returned to the chamber of Mr Harley. I
there found Mr Lucas, and in a steady tone, declared my intention of
watching his patient through the night.
'As you please, madam,' said he coldly.
I seated myself in an easy chair, reclining my head on my hand. The bed
curtains were undrawn on the side next me. Augustus frequently started,
as from broken slumbers; his respiration grew, every moment, more
difficult and laborious, and, sometimes, he groaned heavily, as if in
great pain. Once he suddenly raised himself in the bed, and, gazing
wildly round the room, exclaimed in a distinct, but hurried tone--
'Why dost thou persecute me with thy ill-fated tenderness? A fathomless
gulf separates us!--Emma!' added he, in a plaintive voice, '_dost thou,
indeed, still love me?_' and, heaving a convulsive sigh, sunk again on
his pillow.
Mr Lucas, who stood at the feet of the bed, turned his eye on me. I
met his glance with the steady aspect of conscious rectitude. About
midnight, our patient grew worse, and, after strong agonies, was seized
with a vomiting of blood. The fears of the physician were but too well
verified, he had again ruptured the blood-vessel, once before broken.
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