Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)Cleland, John
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Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)
Cleland, John
England -- Fiction; Erotic fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
discover the sex, she remarked, that no description could paint up to
the life, the mixture of pique, confusion and disappointment, that
appeared in his countenance, joined to the mournful exclamation: “By
heavens, a woman!” This at once opened her eyes, which had been shut in
downright stupidity. However, as if he had meant to retrieve that
escape, he still continued to toy with and fondle her, but with so
staring an alteration from extreme warmth into a chill and forced
civility, that even Emily herself could not but take notice of it, and
now began to wish she had paid more regard to Mrs. Cole’s premonitions
against ever engaging with a stranger. And now an excess of timidity
succeeded to an excess of confidence, and she thought herself so much
at his mercy and discretion, that she stood passive throughout the
whole progress of his prelude: for now, whether the impressions of so
great a beauty had even made him forgive her sex, or whether her
appearance or figure in that dress still humoured his first illusion,
he recovered by degrees a good part of his first warmth, and keeping
Emily with her breeches still unbuttoned, stript them down to her
knees, and gently impelling her to lean down, with her face against the
bed-side, placed her so, that the double way, between the double rising
behind, presented the choice fair to him, and he was so fairly set on a
mis-direction, as to give the girl no small alarms for fear of losing a
maidenhead she had not dreamt of. However, her complaints, and a
resistance, gentle, but firm, checked and brought him to himself again;
so that turning his steed’s head, he drove him at length in the right
road, in which his imagination having probably made the most of those
resemblances that flattered his taste, he got, with much ado, to his
journey’s end: after which, he led her out himself, and walking with
her two or three streets length, got her a chair, when making her a
present not any thing inferior to what she could have expected, he left
her, well recommended to the chairmen, who, on her directions, brought
her home.
This she related to Mrs. Cole and me the same morning, not without the
visible remains of the fear and confusion she had been in, still
stamped on her countenance. Mrs. Cole’s remark was, that her
indiscretion proceeding from a constitutional facility, there were
little hopes of any thing curing her of it, but repeated severe
experience. Mine was, that I could not conceive how it was possible for
mankind to run into a taste, not only universally odious, but absurd,
and impossible to gratify; since, according to the notions and
experience I had of things, it was not in nature to force such immense
disproportions. Mrs. Cole only smiled at my ignorance, and said nothing
towards my undeception, which was not affected but by ocular
demonstration, some months after, which a most singular accident
furnished me, and which I will here set down, that I may not return
again to so disagreeable a subject.
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