Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)Cleland, John
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Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)
Cleland, John
England -- Fiction; Erotic fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
The journey into the country being now entirely out of the question,
and orders having been given overnight for turning the horses’ heads
towards London, we left the inn as soon as we had breakfasted, not
without a liberal distribution of the tokens of my grateful sense of
the happiness I had met with in it.
Charles and I were in my coach; the captain and my companion in a
chaise hired purposely for them, to leave us the conveniency of a
_tête-à-tête_.
Here, on the road, as the tumult of my senses was tolerably composed, I
had command enough of head to break properly to his the course of life
that the consequences of my separation from him had driven me into:
which, at the same time that he tenderly deplored with me, he was the
less shocked at; as, on reflecting how he had left me circumstances, he
could not be entirely unprepared for it.
But when I opened the state of my fortune to him, and with that
sincerity which, from me to him, was so much a nature in me, I beged of
him his acceptance of it, on his own terms. I should appear to you
perhaps too partial to my passion, were I to attempt the doing his
delicacy justice, I shall content myself then with assuring you, that
after his flatly refusing the unreserved, unconditional donation that I
long persecuted him in vain to accept, it was at length, in obedience
to his serious commands (for I stood out unaffectedly, till he exerted
the sovereign authority which love had given him over me), that I
yielded my consent to waive the remonstrance I did not fail of making
strongly to him, against his degrading himself, and incurring the
reflection, however unjust, of having, for respects of fortune,
bartered his honour for infamy and prostitution, in making one his
wife, who thought herself too much honoured in being but his mistress.
The plea of love then over-ruling all objections, for him, which he
could not but read the sincerity of in a heart ever open to him,
obliged me to receive his hand, by which means I was in pass, among
other innumerable blessings, to bestow a legal parentage on those fine
children you have seen by this happiest of matches.
Thus, at length, I got snug into port, where, in the bosom of virtue, I
gathered the only uncorrupt sweets: where, looking back on the course
of vice I had run, and comparing its infamous blandishments with the
infinitely superior joys of innocence, I could not help pitying, even
in point of taste, those who, immersed in gross sensuality, are
insensible to the so delicate charms of VIRTUE, than which even
PLEASURE has not a greater friend, nor VICE a greater enemy. Thus
temperance makes men lords over those pleasures that intemperance
enslaves them to: the one, parent of health, vigour fertility
cheerfulness, and every other desirable good of life; the other, of
diseases, debility, barrenness, self-loathing, with only every evil
incident to human nature.
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