Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)Cleland, John
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Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)
Cleland, John
England -- Fiction; Erotic fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
poor wounded partridge, and ready to faint away again at the sense of
what had befallen me. The young gentleman was by me, kneeling, kissing
my hand, and with tears in his eyes, beseeching me to forgive him, and
offering all the reparation in his power. It is certain that could I,
at the instant of regaining my senses, have called out, or taken the
bloodiest revenge, I would not be stuck at it; the violation was
attended too with such aggravating circumstances, though he was
ignorant of them, since it was to my concern for the preservation of
his life, that I owed my ruin.
“But how quick is the shift of passions from one extreme to another!
and how little are they acquainted with the human heart who dispute it!
I could not see this amiable criminal, so suddenly the first object of
my love, and as suddenly of my just hate, on his knees, bedewing my
hands with his tears, without relenting. He was still stark-naked, but
my modesty had been already too much wounded, in essentials, to be so
much shocked as I should have otherwise been with appearances only; in
short, my anger ebbed so fast, and the tide of love returned so strong
upon me, that I felt it a point of my own happiness to forgive him. The
reproaches I made him were murmured in so soft a tone, my eyes met his
with such glances, expressing more languor than resentment, that he
could not but presume his forgiveness was at no desperate distance; but
still he would not quit his posture of submission, till I had
pronounced his pardon in form; which after the most fervent entreaties,
protestations, and promises, I had not the power to withhold. On which,
with the utmost marks of a fear of again offending, he ventured to kiss
my lips, which I neither declined nor resented: but on my mild
expostulation with him upon the barbarity of his treatment, he
explained the mystery of my ruin, if not entirely to the clearance, at
least much to the alleviation of his guilt, in the eyes of a judge so
partial in his favour as I was grown.
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