Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
Another letter from Lady V----. She tells me, that Mr Faulkland is
returned from his visit to my brother. He was soon informed of my
parting with Mr Arnold; 'tis the talk of the neighbourhood; every body
lays it on Mrs Gerrarde. Mr Faulkland was very inquisitive to learn
particulars from my lady, which, he said, he was sure I had told her;
but she took care not to give him the least hint which could lead him to
suppose that _He_ had any share in my fate. She says, he raves like a
madman; and that she finds it absolutely necessary to keep him in
ignorance of the truth. She was obliged to tell him, that my having
discovered Mr Arnold's amour with Mrs Gerrarde, she believed, was the
sole cause of our separation. He asked her, Was she _sure_ there was no
other? adding, That he thought my temper had been too gentle, to fly, on
a sudden, to such extremes. My lady took occasion to ask him, Whether he
did not visit Mrs Gerrarde? He replied, He did sometimes, having
formerly known her at Bath. She concludes with telling me, That Mr
Arnold is become quite invisible to every friend he has, Mrs Gerrarde
engrossing him wholly.
I hope Mr Faulkland may not suspect how much _He_ is concerned in my
misfortune: my absenting myself, for some time before I left home, from
V---- hall, and my departure from my husband, immediately after my
interview with Mr Faulkland at Mrs Gerrarde's, may raise some distrust
in his mind; but, while it continues merely surmise, he can have no
pretence for requiring an explanation from Mr Arnold; so that, if my
husband keeps his own council, which he seems inclined to do, and my
lord and lady V---- preserve the secret, I shall rest satisfied.
_October 20_
My mother has written to Sir George, and given him a full account of my
situation, with a request, which I prevailed on her to make, that he
would not take any notice of the affair till he saw us. My brother,
perhaps, may think of a way, with tenderness and safety, to remove Mr
Arnold's doubts, without farther exposing my reputation, or laying my
husband open to mischief. A prudent, cool, and at the same time zealous
friend, might devise some means to effect this; but I fear my brother's
disregard to Mr Arnold, his diminished love for me, and his resentment
to my mother, will prevent him from engaging with that alacrity or
precaution that the nicety of circumstances may require. I will,
therefore, wait with patience, till God, in his own time, shall raise me
from the state of humiliation into which I am fallen.
_October 22_
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