Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
My brother is arrived in town sooner than we expected, and came this
evening to pay us a visit. My altered and dejected looks, I believe,
shocked him; but George wants tenderness, or at least a capacity of
shewing it. After a recapitulation of my story, he asked me, 'Could I be
so mean-spirited a creature as ever to think of living with Arnold
again, even though he should be inclined to desire it?' I told him, he
considered the matter in a wrong light; and that he ought to reflect on
my reputation, and the future welfare of my two poor little girls, who
would be material sufferers, from the want of my care and attention, as
they grew up; not to mention the disadvantages they would enter life
with, by my continuing under an aspersion which might in time become
very public, as I made no doubt but that Mrs Gerrarde would take pains
to propagate it wherever she went. My mother added, Mr Arnold too might
be saved from perdition, if he could be so far convinced of his wife's
innocence, as to be reconciled to her, and live with her again. And
pray, said Sir George, how is this to be done, if that damned woman has
put it into his head, that Faulkland and you are fond of one another? Do
you imagine that he will believe what _you_ say? what your brother, or
your mother, or even Faulkland himself, could say to the contrary? I own
to you very fairly, that I so much despise the man, that, unless you
will give me leave to talk to him my own way, I will have nothing to say
to him at all. Would you have me _sue_ to him for a reconciliation, and
try to persuade him out of the belief of an imaginary injury, which
probably he was glad to make a handle of to get rid of you? No, Sidney;
you may be as tame as you please yourself, but it does not become your
brother to be so. When I go to him, I must insist upon not having rules
prescribed to me: your delicacy, in regard to Faulkland's asserting your
innocence, I have nothing to say against; but there can be no objection
to your brother's vindicating the honour of his family. I saw Sir
George's resentment was rouzed to the highest pitch; his eyes sparkled
with indignation, and his whole frame seemed agitated.
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