Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
Having settled thus much of the plan in my own mind, I began my
operations, by making the maid presents every time I visited the
mistress; and I took care to give those visits as much the air of an
amour as I possibly could. I dare swear the girl thought Mrs Gerrarde
and I were upon the best terms imaginable. I affected to come at such
hours as I was sure Mrs Gerrarde was alone; I always made my visits
short, as if through fear of being surprized with her; and went so far
as to leave my chariot (when I came in it) at a distance from the house,
and walked to it alone, with the caution of one fearful of being
observed. It was a matter of indifference to me whether Mrs Gerrarde
knew of this or not; my business was only to excite suspicions of an
intrigue amongst her servants, in order to answer a future purpose: but
if she were to know with what extreme precaution I visited her, my
prudence could not but be very agreeable to her: she had her measures to
observe as well as myself. As it was of consequence to her to conceal
our acquaintance from Arnold's knowlege, she must necessarily be pleased
at the pains I took (without her laying herself open in making the
request) to conceal it from him; and she saw I was as careful as she
could wish never to interfere with him.
In short, we carried on a private intercourse, that, if it could not be
called gallantry, was something very like it; for I amused,
complimented, and flattered her so agreeably, that I believe she began
to think herself sure of me, and wondered I did not make a better use of
the favourable disposition she was in towards me; but I trifled with
such dexterity, that even she, with all the cunning she is mistress of,
could not possibly fathom my design.
Having thus laid the foundation of my plot, I made no doubt of being
able to execute it, with my Lord V----'s assistance: he was in raptures
at the thought of our enterprize, and swore he would never have forgiven
me, if I had not allowed him a share in it. He said, I would give my
right-hand to make Mrs Arnold happy; adding, besides it will save her
husband from destruction; for, to my knowlege, that woman has already
almost ruined his fortune.
I asked him, might we venture to let my lady into the secret? He said,
by no means; my lady was too squeamish to be trusted with such a notable
exploit; but, when the affair was over, he would take upon him to excuse
me to her, after he had diverted himself a little with her surprize.
I fretted to death at Arnold's staying so long in the country, as it
delayed my enterprize. There was one circumstance indeed that a little
compensated for this vexation; and that was, that my long stay at V----
hall, which could be no secret to him, though he dropped visiting there
on purpose to avoid me, might in some measure help to efface his
injurious suspicions with regard to his lady and me; besides, it gave
the better colour to my other designs.
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