Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
_My_ representations, Sir! with a look of astonishment; pray do not
lay more to my charge than I deserve: what the particular reasons
were, which induced Mr Arnold to part with his wife, I will not say;
but whatever his suspicions were, they never took their rise from
me.
I found she intended to brazen this denial out; but as it was
absolutely necessary to my design to bring her to a confession of
this particular act of perfidy, I resolved to lead her into it in
such a way as should be least mortifying to her pride.
Come, come, my dear Mrs Gerrarde, said I, I know you are above
concealing any past failings that you are resolved to mend. I know
very well that it was _your_ insinuations, and your's only, that
kindled the fire of jealousy in Arnold's breast. Such arts are not
uncommon in lovers. You loved him then, and wished to have him
intirely to yourself; and a wife, though a forsaken one, is still
intitled to so much attention from her husband, as a fond mistress
may think robs her of too much. I know this was the case, and it is
natural: but were you not an unmerciful little tyrant to involve
_me_ in the mischief, and put it into the man's noddle, that _I_ had
designs upon his wife?
The easy manner in which I affected to speak of this affair, seemed
to reconcile her a little to the charge; but the last part of it,
which regarded myself, struck her all of a heap. She had no notion
that I knew it. She was going to speak, to deny the accusation I
suppose, and therefore I prevented her; and taking her by the hand,
Come now, said I, deal with me ingenuously; and if you persuade me
that you are really in earnest, and mean to repair those little
lapses which you have inconsiderately been led into, tell me truly,
did you really believe that I ever had any thoughts of an amour with
Mrs Arnold?
I chose to give my inquiry this turn, that she might, with less
shame to herself, by laying hold on the hint, acknowlege her guilt.
She hesitated for an answer, and I guessed she was considering
whether to persist in denying the whole charge against her, or avail
herself of the handle I had given her, and make a sort of merit of
her sincerity, by pretending to believe what she was thoroughly
convinced there was not the least foundation even to suspect, but
what her own wicked suggestions had encouraged in the unfortunate
Arnold. Her silence, thus rightly interpreted by me, made me go on:
You see I know all your secrets; and you are not the woman I take
you for, if you conceal your real sentiments in this particular:
more of my quiet depends on it than you are aware of, and I withdrew
my hand from her's with a serious and almost resenting air.
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