Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
_Mr F_ Well then, Madam, as I said before, I really never had any
designs upon you merely on your own account. I allow you to be a
very fine woman, and capable of inspiring love in any man that sees
you; but I must tell you plainly, that _love_ has had no share in my
conduct. (I saw stifled rage in her face; but I proceeded). I have
already told you the real motive of my carrying you off: it was, as
I said, to dissolve the union between you and Mr Arnold, and my
reasons for wishing to do so are these: Mr Arnold is married to one
of the best women living, for whom I have the highest respect and
esteem, and whom I once adored: That lady has, by your influence
over her husband, not only been thrown out from his heart, but even
thrust out from his house. But the calamity stops not there; she is
cruelly aspersed by the world through your suggestions, and I am the
person pointed at for the injurer of Mr Arnold's honour, and the
destroyer of his wife's innocence. You have brought shame and grief
into a worthy family. Lady Bidulph (an excellent woman) has not been
able to overcome the shock of the barbarous treatment her daughter
has met with. Her brother, the beloved friend of my heart, suffers
equal distress; for, though he is conscious of his sister's
innocence, he feels the wounds that her reputation has received;
nor can he possibly redress the mischief, as his sister's injuries
spring from a cause which her delicacy will not permit to be
scrutinized. Her two poor children are left without a mother; she
herself almost without a friend, and sinking every day under the
weight of such complicated misery. As for Mr Arnold himself, I
profess no personal regard for him: I scarce know him; but, for his
family's sake, I would, on any _other_ occasion, risque my life to
save him from ruin; for ruin you have almost brought on him. I am no
stranger to the sums he has lavished on you; his purchasing an
employment for _one_ of your brothers, and redeeming another from a
prison. You have lost nothing by my proceedings but what I shall
make up ten-fold to you, if you behave so as to deserve my kindness.
I have now laid before you the true reasons for my conduct. I hope,
that by breaking the inchantment that tied Mr Arnold's heart, and
blinded his understanding, he may be induced to do justice to his
injured lady and her family. If this comes to pass, as I have strong
reason to hope, I have no doubt of the lady's character being
retrieved. _Groundless_ calumnies generally die of themselves,
unless industriously kept alive by malice. Mrs Arnold's blameless
conduct, the friendship her brother has all along continued to
favour me with, joined to this last apparent proof of my attachment
to you, will, I am certain, in the eyes of the world, acquit her of
all suspicion of guilt. Your letter to Mr Arnold will, as far as
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