Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I took this opportunity of telling Pivet, that when he could get his
wife in the humour, he might prevail on her to give an instrument,
impowering my steward to receive the little income of her jointure
at Ashby, which I would take care should be remitted to him; for,
trifling as it was, it might be serviceable.
When they were ready to set forward on' their journey, I begged
leave to speak a few words to madam Pivet by herself. She seemed not
inclined to the conference, but her husband very obligingly pressing
her not to part with me in enmity, and at the same time quitting the
room, she was obliged to hear me.
I then very frankly asked her pardon for the lengths I had gone;
telling her, that I hoped time, and her own good sense, would
convince her that she was more obliged to me, than her passion would
then give her leave to see. Remember, madam, I have kept my word
with you. You are now married to a very deserving young man; you
have a competent support during your life. Happiness is in your
power if you do not wilfully cast it away from you. Shew now that
greatness of mind of which you have so often boasted, by forgiving
the man, who has, as you think, injured you; and resolving at once
on a behaviour that shall, in your turn, intitle you, not only to
the forgiveness, but even to the esteem, of those whom you have
injured.
I would have preached on, and given her more good advice, but she
cut me short, with this decisive answer. Sir, I neither desire your
counsel nor your good opinion; Mr Pivet _may_ deserve some regard
from me, but _you_ I will never forgive, and she flung from me.
I called in Pivet, and telling him I was infinitely pleased at the
good disposition I found his lady in, I wished him all happiness and
a safe journey, and they set out directly for Dijon.
And now, my dear Bidulph, stop, to praise, to admire, to wonder at
my virtue! I, who have had one of the finest women in England in my
possession, for so many days (and by the way was not her aversion)
to yield up her (by me) unpolluted charms to the arms of another!
Add to this, that it has cost me more to make one woman honest, than
it need have done to have made half a dozen--otherwise. I had like
to have writ a strange ugly word, that was just at the nib of my
pen.
If you relate my story with the laudable partiality of a friend,
judiciously abolishing the context (for which you may have many
precedents), and neatly splicing together the useful fragments,
shall I not appear to posterity as great as Scipio himself? Ah! Sir
George, if we knew the secret springs of many of those actions which
dazzle us, in the histories of the renowned heroes of old, it is not
impossible but the wonderous page might dwindle into as
insignificant a tale as mine is.
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