Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
She consented; and I read it, leaving out Mr Faulkland's apostrophes. My
mother did not interrupt me; and finding she continued silent when I
came to the conclusion, I looked at her, and saw tears running down her
cheeks. Yes, my dear, my innocent child, said she, passionately throwing
her arms round me, you _were_ wronged; God knows you were wronged; and
He now proclaims your innocence even from the mouth of your most
inveterate enemy. And lifting up her eyes, Thou hast turned the hearts
of sinners to the wisdom of the just; therefore shall the righteous give
Thee thanks. And then, God forgive that woman all her sins for this one
act, and God forgive Mr Faulkland _his_ sins, and reward him for this
goodness. Sure your husband will relent now; sure he will long to take
my poor, forsaken, virtuous child (and her tears gushed as she spoke),
to his bosom again.
I could not answer her for some time; my own tears almost choaked me: at
last I said, My dear mother, I have no doubt of Mr Arnold's returning
kindness: he will, I hope, be convinced that I am guiltless, and we may
yet be happy.
She dried her eyes: God send, God send you may! But what has Mr
Faulkland done with his poor penitent? I hope he will behave honourably
to her; for this excellent parent had no doubt but that the letter,
written by Mrs Gerrarde was, in a great measure, the result of her own
contrition; for as I had not been minute in giving her a particular
account of all the previous steps taken by Mr Faulkland to obtain it
from her, she had not the least idea that Mrs Gerrarde had writ in that
manner from any other motive than the good one which appeared obvious to
her.
I told her, that I feared Mrs Gerrarde was far from being the penitent
she supposed her; and then acquainted her with the true reasons which
had induced her to write in the manner she had done. I then proceeded to
tell her of her behaviour after writing the letter, and how Mr Faulkland
had acted in consequence of that; concluding with informing her of Mrs
Gerrarde's being married, and provided for in a very reputable way.
My mother was highly delighted at this last circumstance; for, she said,
Mr Faulkland had no right to be the punisher of her crimes; and if he
had not made a decent provision for her, she would never have looked
upon him but as a dishonest person.
She told me, that though she was very glad, upon the whole, that Mr
Arnold and that bad woman were separated, yet she was nevertheless not
quite so well satisfied with the manner of it; for I think, said she,
that it is impossible but that a man of Mr Arnold's good sense must, one
time or other, have been convinced of his error, and, of his own accord,
returned to a right way of thinking.
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