Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
Ha! my Cecilia, what do you say to my Orlando now? _My_ Orlando let me
this once call him. Has he not a noble mind? Happy! happy Miss Burchell!
you are at length arrived to the summit of your wishes. Long may you
enjoy them, and may you make your love as blest as he deserves to be! My
mother clasped her hands together in joy, when I read this letter to
her. God bless him, God bless him, said she; he is now indeed a
righteous man. How rejoiced I am, my dear, that I have been the means of
bringing about his so-much-wished-for event. And yet, methinks, if I
were in Miss Burchell's place, though my heart doated on the man to
death, I could not receive him on such terms. He accepts her as _my_
gift; it is to raise himself in my esteem, he does her justice: Nay, I
think the assuming man seems to insinuate a sort of superiority over
me, by this concession. Why let it be so, I shall be content in my
humiliation, if _my_ gift will restore him to his peace. If it does,
which I pray heaven it may, ought he not to think himself indebted to
me?
I think I should not let Miss Burchell see this last letter; he does not
consent with a good grace; and it may damp her joy. Though, upon second
thoughts, I question whether she has delicacy enough to be much affected
by this circumstance.
* * * * *
I am saved the trouble of observing any decorum towards Miss Burchell.
She has been just here wild with transport; and was several minutes in
the room before I could get her to speak coherently. She had received a
letter from Mr Faulkland, written by his own angelic hand, she said. She
made no difficulty of leaving it with me, and here it is.
Mr Faulkland's letter to Miss Burchell.
'Is it possible, Madam, that I can still be dear to you, careless
and remiss as I have been towards you, since you first honoured me
with your affection? If you can forgive this, I am ready to offer
you my hand; and hope, by devoting my future days to you, to make
you amends for those years, during which (deserving as you are) I
have withheld that heart which was your due.
'I never had any merit towards you but my sincerity; and I will
not now give up that virtue to arrogate to myself another to which
I have no title. I own to you, Madam, that it is to Mrs Arnold's
superior prudence, and nice honour, I am beholden for being
brought to a just sense of your worth, and my own obligations to
you. If you will give me leave to attend you this afternoon, you
will receive a man filled with sentiments of gratitude and esteem
for you, and who is determined by his future conduct, to deserve a
continuance of your love.
'I am, &c.'
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