Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I expect Sir George will be quite outrageous about this marriage.
My second refusal of his friend, with the addition of his now being
wedded, through my persuasion, to a woman my brother never could
endure, will, I fear, exasperate him beyond a possibility of
reconciliation. I cannot help it; I have acted agreeably to the dictates
of my duty; that must be my consolation: life is in itself a warfare, _my_
life has been particularly so.
_July 8_
My mother is far from being well; her spirits have been a little
heightened for these few days past, but her disorder I see gains ground:
the swelling in her legs is returning, and her rest at night quite
broken. I am hourly habituating myself to think of her dissolution; or,
in other words, am preparing myself for the worst evil that can now
befal me. I hope I shall find myself equal to the trial.
_July 10_
Here is a storm for you my dear; a letter from Sir George. I wanted such
a thing to rouse me from the almost lethargic dulness that was creeping
on me. Mr Faulkland has acquainted him with his marriage. Pray observe
his brotherly address.
Mrs ARNOLD, _June 6, 1706._
'For I disclaim all relation to you. I have just now had a letter
from Faulkland, wherein I am at once informed of your having
finally rejected him, and of his being married to Miss Burchell.
As for the first, your own folly be on your head. You will have
time enough for repentance, and I need wish you no other
punishment than what _will_, and for me _shall_, be the
consequences of your obstinate adherence to your own romantic wild
opinions. But what in the name of blind infatuation could provoke
you to urge the man, to whom you owed such obligations, to his
destruction? _You_ I know have done it; he could not be so mad but
under _your_ influence. You and my mother I suppose fancy you have
done a righteous deed; but you have done what I am afraid poor
Faulkland will have reason to--I will suppress the shocking word,
that my indignation suggested.
'Why was I not made acquainted with this precious design of
marrying my friend to that insinuating little viper? I might
perhaps have prevented the mischief; for I cannot think if she had
not imposed upon you, that you would have pushed your chimerical
notions of honour to such extremities.
'Perhaps you meant well; but it has ever been your peculiar
misfortune I think to have your good intentions productive of
nothing but evil; this last action I fear will be a severe proof
of the truth of this observation. I warned you in time against
this woman, but my advice has always been despised.
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