Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
'You are very cruel, said the aunt; would you persuade me that you
don't know the girl is in love with you? Oh, your Servant, Madam;
if you think me vain, I thank you for the reprimand. Come, come,
said she, this is all affectation, we'll drink tea with her this
evening. Upon my word, said I, if I am to believe what you say, I
think you ought not to desire me. I am not blind to the young
lady's merit, but am so unfortunate as not to have it in my power
to make such returns as she deserves. I found the occasion
required my being serious.
'If you have not love, said she, you may at least have a little
complaisance. Was there ever such a barbarian, not to go and see a
woman that is dying for him? I promised to bring you, and she
expects you. What is the pretty creature afraid of (patting my
cheek). I'll stay by it all the while. There was no withstanding
this; I promised to wait on her.
'She knocked at my door about six o'clock, and looking in, asked
if the coy Narcissus was ready? I went with her, and she led me
directly to her niece's chamber. The young lady looked pale and
languishing, but very pretty. I was really grieved to see her, and
enquired with an unaffected concern after her health. The
tea-things were set, and I tried to force something like
conversation, but I believe I was rather formal.
'When we had done tea, the aunt looked at her watch, started off
her chair, said she had outstaid her appointment with the party
she was to meet at cards, and turning to me, I hope, Sir, you will
have the _Charity_ to stay with my niece; and then hurried out of
the room. I begged leave to hand her to her chair, intending to
take that opportunity of slipping away, and resolved to quit the
house the next morning. But the determined gipsey was prepared for
this motion, and insisting that I should not stir, thrust me back
from the door, which she shut, and flew down stairs.
'What was to become of me now, George? My situation was dangerous,
and really critical. To be short, I forgot my prudence, and found
the young lady's heart too, too tender.
'I never felt remorse before. I never had cause. I accuse myself
of indiscretion, but I have not the aggravating addition to my
fault of oaths and promises to fly in my face. I made none--love,
foolish love did all, and led a willing victim to his altar, who
asked nothing in return for the sacrifice she offered; and
received nothing but unavailing repentance on my side.
'I know not any thing now that would give me so much pleasure as
to find that the girl hated me heartily, though I have given her
no cause.
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