And although, had I come here in reliance
on being received under your Excellency's protection, it
would have afforded me much satisfaction to find my hopes
realised, and your courtesy equal to my anticipations;
yet my gratification is certainly, and beyond comparison,
greater, seeing that you have not only anticipated, but
overmatched, my desires, and that you have at once equalled
and exceeded my expectations. I say exceeded them, because
upon the obliging demonstrations of affection and pity
which you have shown me, and on your promise to undertake
my protection, I found rather an assurance than a hope of
safety, peace, and honour. Enough, indeed more than enough,
for me, is that which you have promised. Were I to doubt
as to the rest, or look forward with such every-day hope
as one is apt to entertain regarding uncertain prospects,
I should discredit your Excellency's affection, judgment,
authority, and power, and I should prove myself unworthy,
not only of what you are about to perform, but of what you
have already done in my favour. Thus, be assured that I
live not only securely, but happily, under your protection.
On this account my regrets are less at being so fiercely
and iniquitously buffeted and beaten down by fortune, than
is my satisfaction at being raised again by the arm of your
Excellency; and were there no other way to lead me to you,
and to place me in the shadow of your favour, but this most
hard and rugged one, with its toils and persecutions, still
I should delight to arrive by it; and I account as not only
endurable, but as joyful and well-timed, those pangs which
brought me to be yours, as it was ever my wish to be, even
in my days of less adversity. It is for this reason I dare
to appropriate these famous words of Themistocles, 'I were
undone, did I not rush upon my ruin.'
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