"Wherefore, if in this affair I have acted rashly, it ought not to
affect the innocent; I intended to wrong nobody, but to serve my
King and my country, and that without self-interest,--hoping, by the
example I gave, to have induced others to their duty; and God, who
sees the secrets of my heart, knows I speak the truth. Some means
have been proposed to me for saving my life, which I looked upon as
inconsistent with honour and innocence, and therefore I rejected
them; for, with God's assistance, I shall prefer any death to the
doing a base unworthy action. I only wish now, that the laying down
my life might contribute to the service of my King and country, and
the re-establishment of the ancient and fundamental constitution of
these kingdoms; without which, no lasting peace or true happiness
can attend them. Then I should, indeed, part with my life even with
pleasure; as it is, I can only pray, that these blessings may be
bestowed upon my dear country; and since I can do no more, I beseech
God to accept of my life as a small sacrifice to it.
"I die a Roman Catholic: I am in perfect charity with all the world
(I thank God for it), even with those of the present Government, who
are most instrumental in my death. I freely forgive all such as
ungenerously reported false things of me; and hope to be forgiven
the trespasses of my youth by the Father of Mercies, into whose
hands I commend my soul.
J. DERWENTWATER."
P.S. "If that Prince who now governs had given me my life, I should
have thought myself obliged never more to have taken up arms against
him."
After delivering this address, the unfortunate nobleman thus spoke to
the executioner: "You will find something for you in my pocket [this was
two half-guineas], and I have given that gentleman [pointing to a person
who held his hat and wig] somewhat more for you. Let me lie down once,
to see how the block fits me." This he did. Then, kneeling down again,
and uttering a short prayer with the executioner, he arose, and
undressed himself for execution, the headsman assisting him. After
which, the Earl desired the executioner to take notice, that "when he
heard the words 'sweet Jesus!' then he should do his office so soon as
he pleased." After which, his Lordship laid himself down on the block,
and said, "I forgive my enemies, and hope that God will forgive me;" and
then, turning his head up towards the executioner, he exclaimed, "After
the third time I cry '_sweet Jesus!_' strike then, and do what is most
convenient to you."
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