Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)Massalska, Apolonia Helena
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Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)
Massalska, Apolonia Helena
Ligne, Charles Joseph, prince de, 1735-1814; Massalska, Apolonia Helena, 1763-1815
“I am writing to you without knowing how to begin. What a scene! I
am still quite unnerved by it; you have left me, abandoned me, and
nothing remains to alleviate my despair. I am alone in the world. I
have neglected my friends, broken all ties, burnt under your eyes all
the proofs of the affection which my husband once bestowed on me. I
have destroyed secrets, confidences, assurances of tenderness from the
friends of my childhood, and yesterday you retracted the few words of
affection which have at times escaped your lips. Who will console me in
my affliction? I leave it to you to imagine what remains after this.
Good-bye, my dear Vincent; in any case, should I meet you again, you
will always be the eternal object of my affections, and should nothing
bring you back to me, that of my eternal regrets. In any case you alone
will occupy all my thoughts, and possess till death all my affection.
“If you are determined never to see me again, return my letters, and
at the end of this one write: _Adieu_. This sentence, to be decreed by
your hand, is the only favour I solicit from you.”
This note was returned to the Princess, a few minutes later, by the
messenger who had taken it. The seal was unbroken,[89] but on it were
traced two lines, in the Comtesse Anna’s own handwriting, with the
following words: “The Count left this morning for Niemirow.” This news
filled Hélène with dismay; she fancied the Countess rejoicing at her
grief, triumphing in his departure, and preparing to join her husband
and her children. A mad idea shot through her brain; she rang at once,
and ordered a post-chaise to be brought round immediately. Half an
hour later the Princess threw herself into the carriage, accompanied
by only one of her women, and after a journey of astounding rapidity
arrived at Niemirow a few hours after the Count.
The latter had left Warsaw merely to escape from a position that was
no longer bearable, and without any settled resolution. The unexpected
arrival of Hélène completely unnerved him; her beauty, her tenderness,
her despair, the rashness of her conduct in thus sacrificing her
reputation, all combined to move and perplex him, and the recollection
of poor Comtesse Anna could not contend against the fascination of the
moment. Hélène carried the day, and when the emotion of the first few
moments was over they agreed to ask for a divorce on both sides.
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