Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)Massalska, Apolonia Helena
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Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)
Massalska, Apolonia Helena
Ligne, Charles Joseph, prince de, 1735-1814; Massalska, Apolonia Helena, 1763-1815
Although the Count made these announcements with a certain precaution,
they produced a terrible impression on the Princess. She had behaved
with the utmost good faith, persuaded that, to obtain a divorce and
marry directly after, was the easiest thing in the world. Her marriage
would cover the imprudence of her flight, and make every one forget
the conclusions they had drawn from it. Suddenly she saw her dearest
hopes vanish, her honour compromised, and the man for whom she had
sacrificed everything calmly suggest that she should leave him, perhaps
for ever. The strain on her over-wrought mind was too great, and she
fainted. When she came to herself her women only were around her bed,
for the Count had returned to Niemirow. She wrote to him at once: “When
you left me I was in the greatest despair, yet you never showed the
slightest feeling of pity. I can only say that I shall find my life
odious if you persist in your intention of abandoning me. I appeal to
you for an account of my destiny thus committed to your charge. Is it
possible you could dispose of it with so little reflection?”
Hélène in vain waited all day for a reply; the Count did not answer.
The next day she received a few lines, saying that he was ill. The
Princess was not in the habit of leaving Kowalowska, and had never
entered the residence where the children of the Countess Anna were
living. But in her anxiety she forgot all prudence, and wrote as
follows: “I am in despair at hearing you are ill; if you had sent me
word sooner I should have perhaps found means of coming to see you. If
you are unable to assist me otherwise, send me the key of the small
garden gate; Saint Charles will follow me, and I will come, for it is
impossible for me to let to-day pass without seeing you; I am in agony,
and besides I have letters I must show you.”
The Count’s illness was only too genuine. The worry he had gone through
during his journey, the awkwardness of his position, added to bodily
fatigue, were probably its cause. At the end of three days a putrid
fever of an alarming character declared itself, and for three months he
was in danger of death.
The unhappy Hélène did not dare to take her place at his bedside; she
only went secretly to his room in order to be certain that every care
was bestowed on him. The Bishop of Wilna, on hearing what was taking
place, decided at last to write to his niece. He urged her to come and
settle near him at Werky, and promised to forget her _past imprudences_
if she would renounce her _mad infatuation for the Count_.
The Princess answered:--
“MY DEAR UNCLE--You must certainly have heard of the Lord
Chamberlain’s illness; but what no one can tell you, and what I myself
can hardly express, is the fearful state of despair I was in on seeing
the only happiness possible for me in this world on the very brink of
destruction.
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