Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1De Quincey, Thomas
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Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1
De Quincey, Thomas
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Edinburgh; and there are many weeks in the thirty which will demand no
fire at all. Groceries and wine, which are all that remain, I cannot
calculate. But suppose we allow for the first a shilling a day, which
will be exactly ten guineas for thirty weeks; and for the second,
nothing at all. Then the extras, in addition to the college bills, will
stand thus:
Washing for thirty weeks, at the privileged rate, .. £6 6 0
Candles, ........................................... 2 5 0
Fire, .............................................. 5 5 0
Groceries, ......................................... 10 10 0
--------- Total, ..... £24 6 0
The college bills, therefore, will be sixty-six pounds, nine shillings;
the extras, not furnished by the college, will be about twenty-four
pounds, six shillings,--making a total amount of ninety pounds, fifteen
shillings. And for this sum, annually, a man may defray _every_ expense
incident to an Oxford life, through a period of weeks (namely, thirty)
something more than he will be permitted to reside. It is true, that,
for the _first_ year, there will be, in addition to this, his outfit:
and for _every_ year there will be his journeys. There will also be
twenty-two weeks uncovered by this estimate; but for these it is not my
business to provide, who deal only with Oxford.
That this estimate is true, I know too feelingly. Would that it were
_not_! would that it were false! Were it so, I might the better justify
to myself that commerce with fraudulent Jews which led me so early to
commence the dilapidation of my small fortune. It _is_ true; and true
for a period (1804-8) far dearer than this. And to any man who questions
its accuracy I address this particular request--that he will lay his
hand upon the special item which he disputes. I anticipate that he will
answer thus: "I dispute none: it is not by positive things that your
estimate errs, but by negations. It is the absence of all allowance for
indispensable items that vitiates the calculation." Very well: but to
this, as to other things, we may apply the words of Dr. Johnson--"Sir,
the reason I drink no wine, is because I can practise abstinence,
but not temperance." Yes: in all things, abstinence is easier than
temperance; for a little enjoyment has invariably the effect of awaking
the sense of enjoyment, irritating it, and setting it on edge. I,
therefore, recollecting my own case, have allowed for _no_
wine-parties. Let our friend, the abstraction we are speaking of, give
breakfast-parties, if he chooses to give any; and certainly to give none
at all, unless he were dedicated to study, would seem very churlish.
Nobody can be less a friend than myself to monkish and ascetic
seclusion, unless it were for twenty-three hours out of the twenty-four.
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