Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1De Quincey, Thomas
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Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1
De Quincey, Thomas
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conscientiously through the services of the day, fulfilling to the
letter every section the minutest of the traditional rubric. But he
purchased this consummation at the price of all comfort to himself: and,
having done _that_, he felt himself the more entitled to neglect
the comfort of others. The case was singular: he neither showed any
indulgence to himself more than to others (which, however, could do
nothing towards indemnifying others for the severe confinement which his
physical decay inflicted upon them--a point wholly forgotten by him);
nor, secondly, in thus tenaciously holding on to his place did he (I am
satisfied) govern himself by any mercenary thought or wish, but simply
by an austere sense of duty. He discharged his public functions with
constant fidelity, and with superfluity of learning; and felt, perhaps
not unreasonably, that possibly the same learning united with the
same zeal might not revolve as a matter of course in the event of his
resigning the place. I hide from myself no part of the honorable motives
which might (and probably _did_) exclusively govern him in adhering to
the place. But not by one atom the less did the grievous results of his
inability to grapple with his duties weigh upon all within his sphere,
and upon myself, by cutting up the time available for exercise, most
ruinously.
Precisely at the worst crisis of this intolerable darkness (for such,
without exaggeration, it was in its effects upon my spirits) arose, and
for five or six months steadily continued, a consolation of that nature
which hardly in dreams I could have anticipated. For even in dreams
would it have seemed reasonable, or natural, that Laxton, with its
entire society, should transfer itself to Manchester? Some mighty
caliph, or lamp-bearing Aladdin, might have worked such marvels: but
else who, or by what machinery? Nevertheless, without either caliph or
Aladdin, and by the most natural of mere human agencies, this change was
suddenly accomplished.
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