Memorials of the Independent Churches in Northamptonshire: with biographical notices of their pastors, and some account of the puritan ministers who laboured in the county.Coleman, Thomas
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Memorials of the Independent Churches in Northamptonshire: with biographical notices of their pastors, and some account of the puritan ministers who laboured in the county.
Coleman, Thomas
Clergy -- England -- Northamptonshire; Independent churches -- England -- Northamptonshire; Puritans -- England -- Northamptonshire
[4] The manuscript was kindly lent to the author for this purpose by the
family of the late Mr. Toller.
I have been this last week to assist in depositing in the dust one
of the most amiable and excellent of men. There was not one friend
present, I believe, but felt the weight of his worth, when his
remains were let down into the silent grave, not excepting the
clergyman who buried him--who, in a room full of Dissenting
ministers, bore the most explicit and honourable testimony to his
name. But there was a sense in which the person who now addresses
you might, perhaps, with more propriety than any individual there,
adopt and apply the peculiar language of the distressed prophet, "My
father, my father!" I felt, when I stood by his grave, that I had
lost a father--that I was interring a father; for I always looked up
to him, and venerated and loved him, as a parent; for truly he had
been a father to me. I was his senior student: the last and most
important year of my academical course I spent under his roof and
tuition: he taught and treated me as a son. It was owing to his
advice, under God, that I am this day standing in this pulpit; his
decided opinion had more weight with me than that of everybody else.
I did always implicitly confide in his judgment. I was sure of his
prudence; could entirely trust his fidelity. On a hundred occasions
have I experienced his tenderness and his kindness, and, blessed be
God! never did I receive in all my intercourse a frown from him;
while a hint, by way of reproof, from him, would have had more
weight and gone further into my heart than a hundred stripes from
another hand. And during all the thirty-four years which have
elapsed since I left his roof, I have always secretly considered him
as my principal, standing, stable friend, to whose judgment and
kindness I could with most confidence look under any particular
difficulty, exigency, or perplexity; so that you may suppose, under
these circumstances, in connexion with the thought of having buried
the greater part of the friends of my youth--you must suppose that,
in attending such a funeral, I must have felt very peculiar
sensations; that I was burying a friend indeed: I will not say the
nearest and dearest by the ties of nature, for that is not true; but
my most valuable, confidential, intellectual, religious, particular
friend.
But not only were these sentiments excited by my own personal
feeling; they were strengthened by the unanimous testimony of all
who had any thorough intimacy with him--any comprehensive knowledge
of his qualifications and character. I believe, never did any man go
down to the grave followed by more genuine sentiments of respect
from those that knew him, and were capable of appreciating his real
worth.
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