left our impregnable position we occupied before Haldane’s visit, to take up a most humiliating, weak and dangerous one. * * * * * 1912. _April 2nd._ ... As you say, Winston has done splendidly. He and I last November discussed every brick of his speech in Devonport Dockyard while visiting the 33-knot _Lion_-Dreadnought by night alone together, and don’t accuse me of too much egotism, but he stopped dramatically on the Dockyard stones and said to me “You’re a Great Man!”... We are lagging behind in out-Dreadnoughting the Dreadnought! A plunge of course--a huge plunge--but so was the Dreadnought--so was the Turbine--so was the water-tube boiler, and last of all so was the 13½-inch gun which now holds the field, and the whole Board of Admiralty (bar Jellicoe) and all the experts dead against it--but we plunged! So it is now--we want more speed--less armour--a 15-inch gun--more sub-division--oil only--and chauffeurs instead of Engineers and Stokers, and a Dreadnought that will go round the world without requiring to replenish fuel! The _Non-Pareil_! Winston says he’ll call her the “Fisher!” _I owe more than I can say to McKenna._ I owe nearly as much to Winston for scrapping a dozen Admirals on December 5th last so as to get Jellicoe 2nd in Command of the Home Fleet. If war comes before 1914, then Jellicoe will be Nelson at the Battle of St. Vincent: if it comes in 1914 then he’ll be Nelson at Trafalgar!... Again, I’ve had quite affectionate letters from three important Admirals. Why should I come home and filch their credit? All this is to explain to you why I keep abroad, as you ask me what are my future plans. Your letter in _The Times_ on the German Book quite excellent. Bernstorff’s book is even more popular in Germany: “The War Between England and Germany”--with the picture of the “Dreadnought” with all her guns trained for action! Every little petty German newspaper is dead-on for war with England! _that I can assure you of!_ So _anything_ would kindle a war!... The banner unfurled on October 21st, 1904, by the d--d scoundrel who on that day became First Sea Lord had inscribed on it: “_The fighting efficiency of the Fleet_” and “_Its instant readiness for War_.” and, as Winston bravely said, that is now the case and no credit to himself, but he ought to have gone further back than McKenna for the credit. _It was Balfour!_ He saw me through--no one else would allow 160 ships to be scrapped, &c., &c., &c. But you’ve had enough! * * * * * 1912. _April 25th._