Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
One day when I entered Frantz Mayer’s room to take him his meal, he went
into the most ridiculous rage. He threw his piece of fowl down on the
ground and declared that he would not eat anything, nothing more at all,
for they had deceived him by telling him that the Parisians had not
enough food to last two days before surrendering, and he had been in the
_ambulance_ seventeen days now, and was having fowl. What the poor
fellow did not know was that I had bought about forty fowls and six
geese at the beginning of the siege, and I was feeding them up in my
dressing-room in the Rue de Rome. Oh, my dressing room was very pretty
just then, and I let Frantz believe that all Paris was full of fowls,
ducks, geese, and other domestic bipeds.
The bombardment continued, and one night I had to have all my patients
transported to the Odéon cellars, for when Mme. Guérard was helping one
of the sick men to get back into bed a shell fell on the bed itself,
between her and the officer. It makes me shudder even now to think that
three minutes previously the unfortunate man would have been killed as
he lay in bed, although the shell did not burst.
We could not stay long in the cellars. The water was getting deeper in
them and rats tormented us. I therefore decided that the _ambulance_
must be moved, and I had the worst of the patients taken to the
Val-de-Grâce Hospital. I kept about twenty men who were on the way to
convalescence. I rented an immense empty flat for them in the Rue de
Provence, and it was there that we awaited the armistice.
I was half dead with anxiety, as I had had no news from my own family
for so long. I could not sleep and had become the very shadow of my
former self.
Jules Favre was entrusted with the negotiations with Bismarck. Oh, those
two days of preliminaries! They were the most unnerving days of any for
the besieged. False reports were spread. We were told of the maddest,
and most exorbitant demands on the part of the Germans, who certainly
were not tender to the vanquished.
There was a moment of stupor when we heard that we had to pay two
hundred million francs down, for our finances were in such a pitiful
state that we shuddered at the idea that we might not be able to make up
the sum of two hundred millions immediately.
Baron Alphonse de Rothschild, who was shut up in Paris with his wife and
brothers, gave his signature for the two hundred millions. This fine
deed was soon forgotten, and there are even people who gainsay it.
When we heard in Paris that the armistice was signed for twenty days, a
frightful sadness took possession of us all, even of those who most
ardently wished for peace.
Every Parisian felt on his cheek the hand of the conqueror. It was the
brand of shame, the blow given by the abominable treaty of peace.
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