Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
While we lunched I looked at him when he was not noticing. He was very
young, and his face bore traces of recent suffering. I felt a
compassionate tenderness for this unfortunate man who was crippled for
life, and my hatred for war increased still more.
He suddenly said to me, in rather bad French:
“I think I can give you news of one of your friends.”
“What is his name?” I asked.
“Emmanuel Bocher.”
“Oh, yes, he is certainly a great friend of mine. How is he?”
“He is still a prisoner, but he is very well.”
“But I thought he had been released,” I said.
“Some of those who were taken with him were released, on giving their
word never to take up arms against us again, but he refused to give his
word.”
“Oh, the brave soldier!” I exclaimed, in spite of myself.
The young German looked at me with his clear, sad eyes.
“Yes,” he said simply, “the brave soldier!”
When we had finished our luncheon, I rose to return to the other
travelers.
“The compartment reserved for you will not be here for two hours,” said
the young officer. “If you would like to rest, ladies, I will come for
you at the right time.” He went away, and before long I was sound
asleep. I was nearly dead with fatigue. Mlle. Soubise touched me on the
shoulder to rouse me. The train was ready to start, and the young
officer walked with me to it. I was a little amazed when I saw the
carriage in which I was to travel. It had no roof, and was filled with
coal. The officer had several sacks put in, one on the top of the other,
to make our seats less hard. He sent for his officer’s cloak, begging me
to take it with us, and send it back, but I refused this odious disguise
most energetically. It was a deadly cold day, but I preferred dying of
cold to muffling up in a cloak belonging to the enemy.
The whistle was blown, the wounded officer saluted, and the train
started. There were Prussian soldiers in the carriages. The
subordinates, the employés, and the soldiers were just as brutish and
rude as the German officers were polite and courteous.
The train stopped without any plausible reason; it started again to stop
again, and it then stood still for an hour on this icy cold night. On
arriving at Creil, the stoker, the engine driver, the soldiers, and
everyone else got out. I watched all these men, whistling, bawling to
each other, spitting, and bursting into laughter as they pointed to us.
Were they not the conquerors and we the conquered?
At Creil we stayed more than two hours. We could hear the distant sound
of foreign music, and the hurrahs of Germans who were making merry. All
this hubbub came from a white house about five hundred yards away. We
could distinguish the outlines of human beings locked in each others’
arms, waltzing, and turning round and round in a giddy revel.
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