Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Assistance arrived from all sides. For some time the door of our
compartment could not be opened. The darkness had come on when it
finally yielded, and a lantern shone feebly on our poor, broken-up
carriage. I looked round for our one bag, but on finding it I let it go
immediately, for my hand was red with blood. Whose blood was it? Three
men did not move, and one of them was the major. His face looked to me
livid. I closed my eyes, in order not to know, and I let the man who had
come to our aid pull me out of the compartment. One of the young
officers got out after me. He took Soubise, who was almost in a fainting
condition, from his friend. The imbecile baron then got out; his
shoulder was out of joint. A doctor came forward among the rescuers. The
baron held his arm out to him and told him to pull it, which he did at
once. The French doctor took off the officer’s cloak, told two of the
railway men to hold him, and then, pushing against him himself, pulled
at the poor arm. The baron was very pale and gave a low whistle. When
the arm was back in its place the doctor shook the baron’s other hand.
“_Cristi!_” he said, “I must have hurt you very much. You have a
precious lot of courage.” The German saluted and I helped him on again
with his cloak.
The doctor was then fetched away, and I saw that he was taken back to
our compartment. I shuddered in spite of myself. We were now able to
find out what had been the cause of our accident. A locomotive attached
to two vans of coal had been shunting, in order to get on to the siding
and let us pass, when one of the vans got off the rails and the
locomotive tired its lungs with whistling the alarm, while men ran to
meet us scattering _petards_. Everything had been in vain, and we had
run against the overturned van.
What were we to do? The soft roads were all broken up by the cannon. We
were about four miles from Tergnier, and a fine, penetrating rain was
making our clothes stick to our bodies.
There were four carriages, but the wounded had to be conveyed. Other
carriages would come, but there were the dead to be carried away. An
improvised litter was just being borne along by two workmen. The major
was lying on it, so livid that I clenched my hands until my nails
entered the flesh. One of the officers wanted to question the doctor who
was following.
“Oh, no!” I exclaimed, “please, please do not. I do not want to know.
The poor fellow!”
I stopped my ears as though some one was about to shout out something
horrible to me, and I never knew his fate.
We were obliged to resign ourselves to setting out on foot. We went
about two kilometers as bravely as possible, and then I stopped quite
exhausted. The mud which clung to our shoes made them very heavy. The
effort we had to make at every step to get each foot out of the dirt
tired us out. I sat down on a milestone and declared that I would not go
any farther.
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