Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Emile Augier was a broad man with wide shoulders and a common
appearance, at this time rather fat. He was in very good repute at the
Théâtre Français, of which he was, for the moment, the successful
author. He came near me: “You managed the part at the window very well,
mademoiselle, but it is ridiculous; it is not your fault, but that of
the author, who has written a most improbable scene. The public would
laugh immoderately; this scene must be taken out.”
I turned toward Perrin, who was listening silently: “Are you of the same
opinion, sir?”
“I talked it over a short time ago with these gentlemen, but the author
is master of his work.”
Then addressing myself to Bornier, I said: “Well, my dear author, what
have you decided?”
Little Bornier looked at big Emile Augier. There was in this beseeching
and piteous glance an expression of sorrow at having to cut out a scene
which he prized, and of fear to vex an Academician just at the time when
he was hoping to become a member of the Academy.
“Cut it out! cut it out! or you are done for!” brutally replied Augier,
and turned his back. Then poor Bornier, who resembled a Breton gnome,
came up to me. He scratched himself desperately, for the unfortunate man
had a skin disease which itched terribly. He did not speak. He looked at
us questioningly. A poignant anxiety was expressed on his face. Perrin,
who had come up to me, guessed the private little drama which was taking
place in the heart of the mild Bornier.
“Refuse energetically,” murmured Perrin to me.
I understood, and declared firmly to Bornier that if this scene was
taken out I should refuse the part. Then Bornier seized both my hands
which he kissed ardently, and running up to Augier he cried with comical
emphasis:
“But I cannot take it out! I cannot take it out! She will not play! And
the day after to-morrow the play is to be passed!” Then as Emile Augier
made a gesture, and would have spoken—“No! No! To put back my play eight
days would be to kill it! I cannot take it out! Oh, my God!” And he
cried and gesticulated with his two long arms, and stamped with his
short legs. His large hairy head went from right to left. He was at the
same time funny and pitiful. Emile Augier was irritated, and turned on
me like a hunted boar on a pursuing dog:
“You will take the responsibility, mademoiselle, of the absurd window
scene at the first presentation?”
“Certainly, monsieur, and I even promise to make of this scene, which I
find very fine, an enormous success!”
He rudely shrugged his shoulders, muttering something very disagreeable
between his teeth.
When I left the theater I met poor Bornier quite transfigured. He
thanked me a thousand times, for he thought very highly of this scene,
but dared not thwart Emile Augier. Both Perrin and myself had divined
the legitimate emotions of this poor poet, so gentle and so well brought
up, but a trifle Jesuitical.
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