Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Excited by their encouragement I decided to push on with the work and to
make a large group. I asked Lourdier if he knew any tall, bony old
woman, and he sent me two, but neither of them suited me. Then I asked
all my painter and sculptor friends, and during eight days all sorts of
old and infirm women came for my inspection. I fixed at last on a
charwoman who was about sixty years old. She was very tall and had very
sharply cut features. When she came in I felt a slight sentiment of
fear. The idea of remaining alone with this female _gendarme_ for hours
together made me feel uneasy. But when I heard her speak I was more
comfortable. Her timid, gentle voice and frightened gestures, like a shy
young girl, contrasted strangely with the build of the poor woman. When
I showed her the design she was stupefied: “Do you want me to have my
neck and shoulders bare? I really cannot.” I told her that nobody ever
came in when I worked and I asked to see her neck immediately.
Oh, that neck! I clapped my hands with joy when I saw it. It was long,
emaciated, terrible. The bones literally stood out almost bare of flesh,
the Adam’s apple looked as if it would come through the skin. It was
just what I wanted. I went up to her and gently bared her shoulder. What
a treasure I had found! the bones of the shoulder were entirely visible
under the skin and she had two immense “salt cellars.” The woman was
ideal for my work. She seemed destined for it. She blushed when I told
her so. I asked to see her feet. She took off her thick boots and showed
a dirty foot which had no character. “No,” I said, “thank you. Your feet
are too small, I will take only your head and shoulders.”
After having fixed the price I engaged her for three months. At the idea
of earning so much money for three months the poor woman began to cry
and I felt so sorry for her that I told her she would not have to seek
for work that winter, because she had already told me that she generally
passed six months of the year in the country, at Sologne, near her
grandchildren.
Having found the grandmother I now needed the grandchild. I then had
passed in review before me a whole army of little Italians, professional
models. There were some lovely children, real little _Jupins_. The
mothers undressed their children in one moment and the children posed
quite naturally and took attitudes which showed off their muscles and
the development of the torso. I chose a fine little boy of seven years,
but who looked more like nine. I had already had the workmen in to put
up the scaffolding required to make it sufficiently stable to sustain
the necessary weight. Enormous iron supports were fixed into the plaster
by bolts, and pillars of wood and iron wherever needed. The skeleton of
a large piece of sculpture looks like a giant trap put up to catch rats
and mice by the thousand.
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