Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
My eyes filled with tears and it was through a mist that I saw the
portrait of that young being more precious to me than anything else in
the world, with a few words in his own hand writing.... Then there were
some presents from friends ... pieces of work from humble admirers. My
little godson of the previous evening was brought to me in a basket,
with oranges, apples, and tangerines all round him. He had a golden star
on his forehead, a star cut out of some gold paper in which chocolate
had been wrapped. My maid Félicie, and Claude, her husband, who were
most devoted to me, had prepared some very ingenious little surprises.
Presently there was a knock at my door and on calling out “Come in,” I
saw, to my surprise, three sailors carrying a superb bouquet which they
presented to me in the name of the whole crew. I was wild with
admiration and wanted to know how they had managed to keep the flowers
in such good condition. It was an enormous bouquet, but when I took it
in my hands I let it fall to the ground in an uncontrollable fit of
laughter. The flowers were all cut out of vegetables, but so perfectly
done that the illusion was complete at a little distance. Magnificent
roses were cut out of carrots, camellias out of turnips, small radishes
had furnished sprays of rosebuds stuck on to long leeks dyed green, and
all these relieved by carrot leaves artistically arranged to imitate the
grassy plants used for elegant bouquets. The stalks were tied together
with a bow of tri-colored ribbon. One of the sailors made a very
touching little speech on behalf of his comrades, who wished to thank me
for a trifling service rendered. I shook hands cordially and thanked
them heartily and this was the signal for a little concert that had been
organized in the cabin of my _petite dame_. There had been a private
rehearsal with two violins and a flute, so that for the next hour I was
lulled by the most delightful music, which transported me to my own dear
ones, to my hall which seemed so distant to me at that moment, and for
the first time since my departure I regretted having set out. This
little fête, which was almost a domestic one, together with the music,
had evoked the tender and restful side of my life, and the tears that
all this called forth fell without grief, bitterness, or regret. I wept
simply because I was deeply moved, and I was tired, nervous, and weary,
and had a longing for rest and peace. I fell asleep in the midst of my
tears, sighs, and sobs.
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