Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
I should like to introduce Jarrett to my readers, for he was a most
extraordinary man. He was then about sixty-five or seventy years of age.
He was tall with a face like King Agamemnon, framed by the most
beautiful silver-white hair I have even seen on a man’s head. His eyes
were of so pale a blue that when they lighted up with anger he looked as
though he were blind. When he was calm and tranquil, admiring nature,
his face was really handsome, but when gay and animated his upper lip
showed his teeth, and curled up in a most ferocious sniff, and his grin
seemed to be caused by the drawing up of his pointed ears which were
always moving as though on the watch for prey. He was a terrible man,
extremely intelligent, but from childhood he must have been fighting
with the world, and he had the most profound contempt for all mankind.
Although he must have suffered a great deal himself, he had no pity for
those who suffered. He always said that every man was armed for his own
defense. He pitied women, did not care for them, but was always ready to
help them. He was very rich, and very economical, but not miserly. “I
made my way in life,” he often said to me, “by the aid of two weapons:
honesty and a revolver. In business honesty is the most terrible weapon
a man can use against rascals and crafty people—the former don’t know
what it is, and the latter do not believe in it—while the revolver is an
admirable invention for compelling scoundrels to keep their word.” He
used to tell me about wonderful and terrifying adventures. He had a deep
scar under his right eye. During a violent discussion about a contract
to be signed for Jenny Lind, the celebrated singer, Jarrett said to his
interlocutor, pointing at the same time to his right eye: “Look at that
eye, sir, it is now reading in your mind all that you are not saying.”
“It doesn’t know how to read, then, for it never foresaw that,” said the
other firing his revolver at Jarrett’s right eye. “A bad shot, sir,”
replied Jarrett, “this is the way to take aim for effectually closing an
eye,” and he put a ball between the two eyes of the other man, who fell
down dead. When Jarrett told this story, his lip curled up and his two
incisors appeared to be crunching the words with delight, and his bursts
of stifled laughter sounded like the snapping of his jaws. He was an
upright, honest man, though, and I liked him very much, and like what I
remember of him.
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