And our own beautiful English, the language of Chaucer, Shakespeare,
Milton: will that not suffer if a false utilitarianism should succeed
in banishing the classics from our schools? Even now it is surrounded
by enemies, but I shudder to think of what it might become after
two centuries of nothing but trans-oceanic influences unchecked by
scholarship.
It was a bitterly cold winter, long spoken of as the Crimean winter,
which was ushered in by January, 1855. In Wales as elsewhere it was so
cold that many birds and beasts were frozen to death, and one day in my
tutor’s garden I caught a live woodcock in my hand. The poor creature
was at the last gasp, dying of starvation. For many scores of miles
round there was no moist cranny into which it could insert its long beak
for food. The earth was like iron. Death and misery everywhere in these
islands, and it was terrible to get the news from the Crimea, where
hundreds of our poor, starving, shivering soldiers were in little better
plight than the wild creatures at home. How they suffered! and how nobly
patient they were!
During the dark months there was not much to be done beyond taking long,
solitary walks in the midst of that glorious scenery; Diphwys behind
us, the Barmouth river and Cader Idris in all its majesty in front of
us. Barmouth itself a little tiny fishing village. It would have been
a dull time if Jelf had not clapped spurs into me and filled me with a
new-born ambition, and a certain measure of that belief in myself without
which there is no hope. And I did work! When the spring came it brought
with it an invitation to Jelf to act as examiner in the final schools at
Oxford. He was very anxious to accept this, for he loved keeping up the
connection with his old university, so he proposed to me that I should
finish up the last two or three weeks with him at Christ Church, where
his brother, the principal of King’s College, who was a Canon, had lent
him his house. My father raised no objection, and I, of course, was
delighted, for I knew that among the undergraduates I should find many
old friends. I am grateful for the memory of those days, for never again
in after years did Oxford exercise upon me the same fascination that it
possessed at that time; I was very young, and very impressionable. Indeed
in a way it seemed as if I then was under an influence which, when I came
back some months later, had died away.
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