The drawing together of the threads of memories much more than half a
century old is but dismal work. It is like walking through a cemetery
filled with tombstones all inscribed with names that in spite of time are
still familiar, and some of them very dear. This has probably been said
before—it is so evident. Of the Dons of 1855 not one remains. Baynes,
who died a few years ago, was the last. Even of my own contemporaries
few, only here and there one, are left. The bright curly heads, fair
or dark, with whose owners we lived, and laughed, and hoped and
quarrelled, have all been laid low, and if one remains above ground, it
is as bald as a billiard ball, or perhaps nourishes a few straggling
lifeless hairs, white as old age can bleach them. Few became eminent:
among them were Lord St. Aldwyn (Sir Michael Hicks-Beach), _facile
princeps_—Alfred Thesiger, raised to be a Lord Justice of Appeal, but who
did not live long to enjoy his fame—Roland Williams, also Lord Justice,
himself the son of a judge (if I only knew how to apply “matre pulchrâ
filia pulchrior” to a legal reputation!) one of the most delightful
room-neighbours—were men who made their mark in the world—outside of
Christ Church were Swinburne, and, a little older, Lord Justice Bowen,
prince of lawyers and wits—Tom Brassey at University, and above all, John
Morley at Exeter. The latter I did not know until a dozen or so years
later, when he was already a power in Letters, a man for whom, differing
with him as I always have done _toto cœlo_ in politics, I entertain the
greatest respect mingled with an affectionate gratitude for giving me my
first encouragement as a writer in 1871.
The rest of us were just mediocrities: tolerable specimens of healthy
young Englishmen ready to do our duty as landowners, soldiers, lawyers,
clergymen, civil servants; in general, fairly respectable, in some
cases woeful scamps. On one point we were most of us agreed, at any
rate in practice, and that was that it was expedient that we should go
through the University doing as little work and spending as much money
as possible. That was the way in which we interpreted our duty to our
parents. And so I spent the first two years of my life at Oxford in
forgetting with the utmost facility the small modicum of scholarship that
with the utmost difficulty I had acquired under Jelf. A piteous and a
shameful record.
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