She had the greatest horror of evil-speaking and slandering. I was
present once when somebody told an ugly story about a young married
couple. She turned upon the speaker with withering scorn, and her eyes
flashed as she said: “Why can’t you leave them alone? If you must abuse
somebody abuse us old people. Don’t help to destroy any chance that the
young ones may have of being happy. Besides, how do you know that you are
not lending a hand in spreading a lie?” And so she crushed the pedlar of
scandal, who had to carry his pack elsewhere.
I cannot remember whether her description of the violoncellist—a sly hit
at her friend, the famous Piatti—who “bore his cross meekly in a world
too much peopled with amateurs,” has ever been printed; even so it is
worth repeating. One evening there was a discussion as to the relative
advantages of married and unmarried life. She remained silent until a
great friend of hers—an old bachelor—stuck up stoutly for the freedom
of the unmarried. Then very softly she said: “Poor fellow! with nothing
better to go home to than a flat candlestick!”
One night towards the end of May I was at the theatre with Charles
Dickens and old Lady Molesworth. Just we three in a private box. Between
the acts we had great fun. Dickens was in high spirits, brim-full of
the _joie de vivre_. His talk had all the sparkle of champagne, and he
himself kept laughing at the majesty of his own absurdities, as one droll
thought followed another. He was not always in such a vein, for if he
thought he was being lionized he would sit mumchance; but he really liked
the old lady and of course I did not count; so he was at his ease and at
his very best, so bright, so merry and—like his books—so human.
During the evening Lady Molesworth insisted on his naming a night to
go and dine with her. The date was fixed and on the following day the
invitations came out for a day in June. Alas! That dinner never came off,
for on the 9th of June, two or three days before the night agreed upon,
the whole English-speaking world was stricken with grief. Dickens was
lying dead at his beloved Gad’s Hill. It seemed impossible. He had been
so brilliant that night. He was only fifty-eight years of age, twenty
years younger than I am at this time of writing, and though we knew that
he suffered terribly from exhaustion after his readings, which seemed
to sap all his energy, undermined as it had been by the strain of many
troubles, added to hard and incessant work, he was at times still so
young and almost boyish in his gaiety that it was an unspeakable shock.
Those murderous readings which killed him were enthralling. Never shall I
forget the effect produced by his reading of the death of Steerforth; it
was tragedy itself, and when he closed the book and his voice ceased the
audience for a moment seemed paralysed, and one could almost hear a sigh
of relief.
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