But the strangest feeling of all was the wonder as to how I should be
received by those whose welcome had been looked to with such loving
anticipation, and such timorous anxiety. I felt like a sort of pale and
faded version of the prodigal son. I need have been under no fear. My
father’s old servant, the faithful friend of a quarter of a century,
met me at the station. The tears were in his good, old, kind eyes. My
father was waiting for me at Hobart Place, and in half an hour my dear
old cousin, Lord Redesdale, in spite of a sharp attack of gout, came in
to shake me by the hand. It did not take long to make me feel as if I had
never strayed away from home. Peking, Mongolia, Japan, the revolution,
faded like shadows of dreamland. There were more grey hairs in my
father’s head, a few coming in my own—otherwise little change. The Great
Reaper had been merciful, for of those nearest and dearest to me the
scythe of death had spared almost all.
I lost no time in reporting myself at the Foreign Office, where I found
very few changes. Mr. Hammond was as kind as ever, and said many pleasant
things to me about the work that I had done in the East, for he was
always generous in his appreciation of any endeavour on the part of his
subordinates. What pleased me very much was that I was to have a year’s
leave. I had been a good deal knocked up by the strenuous life of the
last two years in Japan, and my old friend, Dr. Quain, had commanded a
rest, so the idea of a long holiday was very welcome—the more so as I was
getting ready my “Tales of Old Japan” for the press, a formidable first
plunge into the world of letters. Lord Clarendon, who was then Secretary
of State for Foreign Affairs, hearing that I was in the office, sent for
me and kept me with him for some time, talking over the intricacies
of the Japanese revolution, and bade me go and see him in Grosvenor
Crescent. My own colleagues were to the full as gracious as the big men,
so I had no reason to complain of my first visit to the Foreign Office.
Altogether I felt that I had come back to a kind and generous world, and
when I went into certain drawing-rooms with the same arm-chairs, the same
curtains, and the same Sèvres vases on the chimney-pieces as of yore, I
hardly needed the cordial greeting to assure me that I was as much at
home there as I had been five long years ago.
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