"Very clever," said the American and laughed. "Very clever and I
nearly bought it, but not quite." He seized Richard's wrist and
twisted it downward. "A word of advice against the future, Mister
Barraclough. Next time you're working a crumple-up don't let the chap
you're pulling it on see you looking at it between your fingers." He
strolled up to the door whistling pensively and halted with his hand on
the latch. "I'm doubting if you're going to be a whole lot of use to
us for you're a tough case. When it comes up at Committee my thumb
points down."
He went out and the bolt shot home behind him.
For a long while Richard rocked in his chair muttering. He felt very
lonely and his throat ached, his head ached--he ached all over--a
childish desire to snivel possessed him and could not be subdued. If
only there had been a shoulder, some sweet, kind, soft shoulder to soak
up the tired angry tears that fell and fell. A kindly shoulder, a
gentle voice to drive away the horror of these nightmare days. Was all
sweetness gone out of the world? Was the world no more than four
square walls peopled with devils who asked and asked and asked? Was
there nothing else but greed of money, hatred, want, and damnable
persecution? A voice within cried aloud: "Why suffer it all? Why bear
the brunt of other men's adventure?" Five thousand pounds. Was it a
fair price for breaking one's body against rocks, for shattering one's
soul against man unkind?
Wild uncontrollable resentment seized him and in its wave tossed him
against the door of his prison battering at the panels with bare fists
and shrieking aloud in a voice he could not recognise as his own.
"Gentlemen! Gentlemen! You've made a mistake. I'm not Bar'clough,
nev' met him. Richard Frencham Altar I am--father shot
himself--Torrington paying me five thousand--keep it up for three
weeks--but you've made the course too stiff. I can't stay the
distance. I can't stay the distance."
His knees gave way beneath him and he fell to the floor beating the
boards and blubbering like a school-boy.
But there came no answer from the hollow empty house and presently the
paroxysm passed and he looked up slowly seeing, as it were, a vision of
himself false to every tradition of manhood he had held most dear.
"Coward!" he said. "Rotten blasted coward! Three weeks and this is
the last day." He looked at his watch. "Only another hour and then
I'm free to speak. Stick it for another hour. Stick it for another
hour."
And the very saying of the words seemed to increase his stature, swell
his chest, revitalise his manhood.
When a moment later the door opened and Van Diest chanting his
perpetual hymn came quietly into the room he found Richard rocking on
his heels beside a chair beating time to the music with a shaking
forefinger while from his parched lips he emitted a pathetic pretence
at whistling the same tune.
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