City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“You haven’t heard the worst. I knocked him over into the Chess. I
walked into Chesham and had a feed--never enjoyed anything so much in
my life, never felt so free and hopeful. I got back to the Inn about
ten. As I crossed the square I saw a light move across my window. It
struck me as rather odd, but then I remembered that Mrs. Neaves had
told me she was coming back to fetch her apron, or a bundle of
newspapers she was going to sell at the butcher’s, I forget which. It
does not matter--nothing matters. I went upstairs. I let myself in with
the latchkey. The passage was dark, but there was a steady light under
the sitting-room door. No sound. Only the steady yellow light. I went
in. As I live, he was sitting there. Hopkins! the man I had drowned. I
staggered to the first chair and sat like a fool, staring at him. He
was cutting a portrait out of a ragged pamphlet he bought yesterday at
the shop near Tottenham Court Road; he’s making an illustrated copy of
some book or the other. I forget the title; I forget everything. When
he had done he turned round deliberately and looked at me. He didn’t
seem annoyed in the least. He actually didn’t seem conscious of that
dip in the Chess. I wanted to ask him how he got out, but I couldn’t,
to save my soul, speak one word. He was sitting there calmly cutting
pictures out of a book. The man I had drowned! I saw him drown. I took
devilish good care not to leave the river until I was sure. Yet there
he sat. He said:
“‘Which train did you come back by? I took the 8.05.’
“I couldn’t bear it any more. I came down to you. What am I to do? How
am I to get rid of him? You see, I am absolutely in his power. He owns
me. He could hang me if he liked.”
“I’ll come up and have a talk with him.”
We went up to his set together. The sitting room was perfectly dark.
“I expect he’s gone to bed,” said Orchard.
We looked into the bedroom. It was the only bedroom, but Orchard had
put up a second bed, a camp. The sheets on it were dingy, but
absolutely unruffled. The bed had never been slept in. He had provided
a second washstand--one of those skeleton, brightly painted metal
things. It was covered with dust.
“He’s gone out,” I said encouragingly. “You get to bed and I’ll sit up
and wait for him to come back.”
Orchard undressed as docilely as a child, and stretched himself with a
groan of fatigue beneath the sheets. His eyes were wide open--on the
empty camp bedstead with the smoothly turned down sheet and the gayly
striped blanket which served as a quilt.
“You’d better go back to your own place, old man,” he said suddenly.
“I shall be all right. Head’s been a bit queer, but a sleep will make
me all right. I’m very sleepy. It would bother me to know you were
waiting, and there is no necessity. Good-night.”
His eyes closed drowsily, then opened, and fixed themselves on that
empty bed.
“I want you to go,” he said more positively. “I shan’t get to sleep
until you do.”
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