Despite the coolness he had maintained in his wife’s presence after he
had conquered the first almost uncontrollable impulse to render her
incapable of doing him further mischief he was at heart afraid of Nancy.
There had always been about her something he had not understood; a
suggestion of strength held in reserve—of that super-strength which we
call fortitude, and he began to fear that her resourcefulness might
match his own. His thoughts were full of her as he strode along in the
darkness, and of the relations that must exist between them in the
future when the successful issue of his present enterprise should enable
him to settle down to the only important business of life—that of
making money and piling it up. Once let him get into his stride, and
nothing should hinder him from pushing on; as for the Drakes, they might
go to the dogs or the devil, or potter along to the end of their
journey, patching up poor men’s fences and knocking together an
occasional poor man’s coffin. Henceforward they were beneath his
contempt—
He paused there, knowing it was a lie; that though he had married Nancy
for her money and for the opportunities the alliance would bring him;
though he had himself been unfaithful to her and was unrepentant, he was
bitterly jealous of Jagger. The difficulty he had never yet surmounted
was how to hurt his enemy in a vital spot and escape injury himself; but
he never lost hope. His attempt to throw suspicion for the theft of the
money on Jagger had influenced nobody except Stalker, who was a gullible
fool. That, too, would have hit Nancy hard; would have wounded her pride
as well as her heart, but prudence suggested that it would be best
henceforth to imitate the police and let the matter drop. There would,
however, be other openings. Life was long and full of snares, into which
the wariest old bird might run. And he would be wealthy before many
years had passed, and what was there money could not accomplish?
It was the one article in his short creed that he believed with all his
soul, yet even as it crossed his mind he knew that it would never buy
Nancy’s love; but the thought brought a smile to his face. He could very
well do without love; in that market tinsel had all the attractiveness
of pure gold, and tinsel was cheap. A smooth tongue and a kiss or two
could purchase it.
So his thoughts raced along, but always in a circle, for they inevitably
brought him back to the point where a vague uneasiness clouded his
satisfaction, and the sense of anxiety was somehow connected with his
wife. What if she were free again?—but that was impossible.
Once or twice he wondered if there was no possibility of patching up a
peace; but he knew in his heart that she was too straight to tolerate
his methods, and he told himself it was a pity. With a nature like hers,
if only it had not been spoiled by this unprofitable conscientiousness,
what an admirable helpmate she might have been!
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