Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"I would rather have you seated quietly in my kitchen than all the
gold of King Solomon and the Queen of Sheba," said Golda.
"Then please like my picture."
"I don't like it."
"Then _say_ you like it."
"I don't like it."
"I shall wipe it out then."
"Your new friends will like it."
"_I_ like it," he said. "I don't think it is a very good picture, but
it means something to me."
And he longed for Morrison to come and see it, for it was the first
picture that had directly to do with her. The portrait of her was
hardly more than a drawing. What he called an "art student" might have
done it, but this Ruth, he felt, was the beginning of his work as an
artist, and he thought fantastically that when Morrison saw it she
would see that he was to be treated with respect and would fall in by
his side, and they would live happily, or at least solidly, ever
after.
"Solid" was his great word, and he used it in many senses. It conveyed
to his mind the quality of which he could most thoroughly approve. If
a thing, or a person, or an action, or an emotion were what he called
"solid," then it was a matter of indifference to him whether it was in
the ordinary sense good or bad. He was perfectly convinced that if
Morrison could only be brought to reason, then his life would solidify
and he would be able to go on working in peace.
Meanwhile he was anything but solid. His work, his life, his ideas,
his ambition had all melted under Logan's warm touch and were pouring
towards the crucial exhibition. Mendel looked forward to it
feverishly, because it was to put an end to his present condition, in
which he was like a wax candle, luminous, but fast sinking into
nothingness. If only he could reach the exhibition in time, the wind
of fame would blow out the flame that was reducing him and he would be
able to start afresh . . . But all the time as he worked words of
Logan's rolled in his mind, and had no meaning whatever, except that
they made him think of music-halls and motor-buses and women's legs in
tights and newspapers and electric sky-signs spelling out words letter
by letter. Out of this hotch-potch pictures, works of art, were to
emerge. They were to take their place in it and, according to Logan,
reduce it to order. But how was it possible? . . . In the quiet,
ordered, patriarchal world of the Jews a rare nature might arise, but
in that extraordinary confusion nothing rare could survive. Beauty
could never compete on equal terms with women's legs in tights and
electric sky-signs; it could never produce an impression on minds
obsessed and crammed to overflowing with the multitudinous excitements
of the metropolis.
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