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He was very haggard, and he looked up at Mendel as though he were
trying to say something more than he could get into words; but Mendel
was preoccupied with his own perplexities, and Logan's appealing
glance was lost upon him.
"I'm older than you," Logan continued, "and of course it is difficult
for me to say anything that will be of any use to you, but a man like
you ought not to let life get in his way. It isn't worth it. Life is
only valuable to you as a condition of working. Nothing in it ought to
be valuable for its own sake. Do you hear? You ought never to have
anything in your life that you couldn't sacrifice--couldn't do
without."
He seemed to be rather thinking aloud than talking, and something
indescribably solemn in his voice made Mendel shiver. He had hardly
heard what Logan was saying and, thinking he must be in a draught, he
looked towards the window.
Logan went on:--
"She'll be back in a moment. We don't often get the opportunity to
talk like this. She has begun to read books, and thinks she knows
about pictures now. She won't leave us alone. That damned critic has
been stuffing her up and she reads all his articles."
He made a grimace of weary disgust.
"I care about you, Kühler, almost more than I do about myself, which
is saying a good deal. Don't let this love business get mixed up with
your work, especially if, as you say, it is Platonic--that is the
worst poison of all--almost, almost. . . . Still, I'd like to see the
girl. Bring her to the party. We might join up and make a
quartette--if she can stand Oliver. Women can't, as a rule. They don't
like full-blooded people of their own sex."
"She wants to know you," replied Mendel half-heartedly. "I'm always
talking to her about you."
"All right," said Logan. "Bring her to the party."
Downstairs the front door slammed and Logan gave a nervous start. His
whole aspect changed. He lost the drooping solemnity that had come
come over him and was stiff, quick, and alert, and prepared to be
droll, as he was when it was a question of humbugging Tysoe and Cluny.
Oliver came in with a bottle of wine under each arm. She was in very
good spirits and looking remarkably handsome.
"Hello, Kühler!" she cried. "How do you like being a success? We're
full of beans. We're going to take a house. Did Logan tell you?"
"No," said Mendel. "I hadn't heard of it."
"Well, it's true. We've done with the slums and being poor and all
that. We're going to have a house and I'm going to have a servant, and
I shall have nothing to do all day but eat chocolates and read novels
and have people to tea."
"So you're going to be a real lady."
"Yes. I'm going to wear a wedding-ring, and we're going to give out
that we're married, so that Mrs. Tysoe can call on me."
"You're not going to do anything of the kind," snapped Logan.
"I am. I don't see why I should have a beastly time just because you
won't marry me, setting yourself up against the world and saying you
don't believe in marriage."
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