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And yet he could not tell how this miracle was accomplished. No words
could explain it--abstraction, composition, design, none of these
words helped at all. It was not so much the doing of the thing, the
art of the painter, as the setting out of the woman on the canvas
without reference to anything in heaven or earth, or any idea, or any
emotion or desire. It was enough that she was a woman, not especially
beautiful, not particularly remarkable. So perfect a vision had no
need to be tender or affectionate or sensual, or to call in aid any of
the emotions of life. It needed no force but the rare religious
ecstasy which has no need of ideas or common human feelings, and this
vision of a woman gave Mendel a new appreciation of life and love and
art. It gave human beings a new value. It was enough that they were
alive and upon the earth with all that they contained of good and
evil. They were in themselves wonderful, and there was no need to
worry about whence they came or whither they were going, or what was
their relation to God and the universe. In each man, each woman was
enough of God and of the universe to keep them poised for their little
hour.
What, then, was love? What but the sense of being poised, of being
borne up by God, an intimation that could only be won through contact
with life at its purest. And beyond that again lay a further degree of
purity which could only find expression in art, since life, even at
its rarest, was too gross.
Often Mendel kissed his reproduction reverently and hugged it to his
bosom, thinking childishly that some of its spirit could enter into
him by contact. He whispered to it:--
"I love you. You are my truth and my joy rising up through life, even
from its very depths, and shaking free of it at last into pure, serene
beauty. You weigh neither upon my senses nor upon my thoughts, but,
following you, they are joined together to become a high sense which
can know deliverance."
Followed days of a supreme delight. He wandered through the streets
seeing all men and all women and all things as wonderful, since
through them all flowed this lovely spirit which in the few men here
and there could find its freedom and its expression in form.
Through Thompson he met a journalist who was writing a book about the
new painting, and from him he learned the little that was known about
Cézanne: how he worked away experimenting unsuccessfully until he was
middle-aged, and then withdrew from the world of artists in Paris, to
live the life of a simple country bourgeois and to paint the vision
which he had begun to divine: and how he painted out in the fields,
leaving his canvases in the hedges and by the wayside, because not the
painting but the expression of his spirit and the solution of his
problem mattered to him: and how he never sold a single picture, never
attempted to sell them.
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