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One night, to his amazement and almost fear, someone slipped into the
seat at his side. It was Oliver. She laid her hand on his knee and
said:--
"You look pretty bad, Kühler. Anything wrong?"
"Much as usual. How are you? What'll you drink?"
"Kümmel's mine," she said.
He ordered two Kümmels.
"I'm all right. How are you?"
"I've told you how I am," he said testily.
"All right, all right!" she said, "I haven't been here for a long
time. I wish you'd come and see me, Kühler. We never did get on, but
I'd like to have a talk about old times."
"Old times!" he said. "It seems only yesterday."
"It's nearly a year since I saw you. Logan came back, you know. Mr.
Tysoe was so good. He kept on the house for me. Wasn't it good of
him?"
The waiter brought the Kümmel. She drank hers off at a gulp, and
said:--
"It is like old times to see you, Kühler. I _am_ glad."
"Go on about Logan."
"He went back to that Camden Town place, you know, and we didn't see
each other for nearly two months. It was awful. I couldn't sleep at
nights, and I knew he wouldn't be able to sleep. He never slept, you
know, when we had had one of our hells and I wouldn't speak to him.
He! he!" she gasped and giggled nervously at the memory.
"Go on," said Mendel. He was icy cold. All the strange oppression that
was brooding in his life seemed to gather into a thick snowy cloud
about his head and to fit it like a cap of ice. "Go on."
"Mr. Tysoe gave me money. Wasn't it good of him? He used to see Logan.
Not very often--just occasionally. Logan was painting a wonderful
portrait of me, in my green dress and the corals he gave me. . . .
See: I always wear them, even now."
She thrust her hand into her bosom and produced the string of corals.
"I lived all alone and refused to see anyone. I got so thin, all my
skirts had to be taken in. I knew Logan was jealous, so I didn't see
anyone, and when I heard about the portrait I knew he would come back.
So I used to wear the green dress every evening and wait for him till
twelve, one, two, three in the morning, all alone, in that little
cottage on the Heath. . . . My, I _was_ tired, I can tell you. But I
never was one for getting up in the morning. . . . At last, one night,
he came. He walked in quite quietly, as though nothing had happened.
He had brought the picture with him. My word, it _is_ good. You'd love
it. He had offers for it, but he wouldn't sell it. He said a funny
thing about it. He said: 'It's literature. It isn't art.' So he
wouldn't sell it. . . . We had a glorious time--a glorious time! It
was better even than the beginning."
She stopped to linger over the memory, and she drew her hand
caressingly along her thigh.
"Go on," said Mendel, to break in upon her heavy silence.
"He had plenty of money. He sold everything he did. There were one or
two society ladies, the cats! Common property, I call them."
"So it broke down again," said Mendel.
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