Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Very well. Are you very tired? Your voice sounds tired."
"I'll be all right now I am with you. Mr. Sivwright asked me to go to
the Merlin's Cave to-night. He has to shut it up. I thought I wouldn't
go, but I want to go, if you will come with me."
"It might cheer us up, and you love dancing."
They both thought of the night when he had danced with Jessie Petrie.
"I'm painting a picture of a Jewish market. I want you to see it."
"I'm glad you've gone back. I'm sure it is right."
"What are you doing?"
It was the first time he had asked after her work and a glow of
happiness overcame her.
"Oh! I . . . I'm doing a landscape--just a road running up a hill with
some houses on top."
"Like Rousseau. He was good at roads."
"Mine's just painting. It isn't abstract."
"You can't paint without being abstract," he said irritably. "Even
Academicians can't really imitate, but they abstract without using
their brains. You can't really copy nature, so what's the good of
trying?"
"You can suggest."
"Then it's a sketch and not a picture."
"Perhaps mine is only a sketch," she said rather forlornly, because
she had been rather hopeful of her work.
They went back to his studio, where he showed her his studies and
drawings for the new picture. She saw that he was working again with
his old love of his craft.
They dined at the Pot-au-Feu, and had it all to themselves because the
weather was so bad. There were only the goggle-eyed man in the corner
with his green evening paper and Madame Feydeau and Gustave, the
waiter.
Over the dinner Mendel waxed very gay and gave her a very comic
description of the scene when he had gone to his family to confess his
failure. He had a wonderful power of making them comic without
laughing at them.
"They are wonderful people," he said. "They know what is sense and
what is nonsense. If you gave them the biggest problem in the world
they would know what was true in it and what was false. They are
always right about politics and public men. But when it comes to art,
they are hopeless."
"But they believe in you."
"Because I belong to them. They believe in themselves. . . . My mother
was quite sound about Logan. She said it could not go on. I thought it
was for ever. I've been thinking about Logan. He could never be
himself. He was always wanting to be something--something big. I
thought he was big for a long time. But he's just a man. I don't think
Cézanne was ever anything but just a man. It makes one think, doesn't
it? All these people who are written about as though they were
something terrific, all trying to be something more than they
are--just men. And then a quiet little man comes along and he is
bigger than the lot of them, because he has never tried to blow
himself out, but has given himself room to grow."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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