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After they had eaten they were silent for a long time, and at last,
rather to her surprise, she found herself beginning to explain to him
that this was love, this the heaven at which she had been aiming, the
full song whereof they had played the first few notes as boy and girl
at the picnic and again in the dewy grass on the Heath. And she told
him quite simply that she had loved him always, from the time when
they had met on the stairs at the Detmold, and even before that,
though she could not remember clearly. And she told him that love
dwelt in the woods and the hedgerows, in the sweet air and the song of
the birds, not only in the springtime but in the harsh winter weather
and in the summer heat of the sun. . . .
"Oh, Mendel," she said, "I have been wanting you to know, but it
seemed that you would never know while you looked for love in the heat
and the dust of London."
And he as simply believed her. It was lovely there in the woods, among
the tall grey-green pillars of the trees, with the pale yellow
sunlight falling on the emerald of the moss and the russet of the dead
bracken, and the brilliant enamel of the blackberry leaves. He was
overcome with his exquisite delight, and she, to comfort him, held him
in her arms, her weary shaggy faun, so bitterly conscious of his own
ugliness. She soothed him and caressed him, and won him over to her
own serene joy, which passed from her to him in wave upon wave of
flooding warmth, melting the last coldness in his soul, healing the
last wounds upon his spirit.
He roused himself, flung up his head, and began to whistle:--
"Tit-a-weet!"
And he looked so comical that she laughed.
"That isn't anything like a bird," she said.
"It is. It is very like cock robin."
To their mutual amazement it seemed entirely unnecessary to discuss
the future or the past, and the present demanded only happy silence.
Here in the enchantment of the woods was love, and it was enough.
While they stayed in the woods they hardly talked at all, but as they
walked home he became solemn and said, as though it pained and puzzled
him:--
"We are no longer young."
"We shall never be anything else," she protested, for she was pained
by the change in his mood.
"Youth passes," he said.
And her exhilaration died in her, for she knew she had touched his
obstinacy. He saw her droop and was sorry, and began to whistle and to
laugh, but she could not be revived. She had thought to have secured
him, to have made him safe with the charm of love for ever, but she
was sure now that the hardest of all was yet to come.
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