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"It can't be a very good school," said Golda.
"But it is. It is the only school. All the best painters have been
there, and Mr. Froitzheim sent his own brother to it. The Professor
says I shall never paint a picture if I don't learn to draw, and I
can't do it, I can't do it!"
To console himself he painted hard every evening and regarded the
Detmold entirely as a place to which his duty condemned him--a place
where he had to learn this strange wizardry called drawing, which he
did not understand. He went there every day and never spoke to a soul,
because he realized that his speech was different from that of the
others, and he would not open his mouth until he could speak without
betraying himself. He listened carefully to their pronunciation and
intonation, and practised to himself in bed and as he walked through
the streets.
So woeful were his attempts to emulate the Detmold style of drawing,
that at last the Professor asked him if he was doing any work at home.
To this Mendel replied eagerly that he was painting a portrait of his
mother.
"Hum," said the Professor. "May I see it?"
So Mendel brought the picture, and the Professor said:--
"I mean to say, young man, that it wouldn't be a bad thing if you gave
up work a little. I don't want to have to send in a bad report, but
what can I do? There's something in you, plenty of grit and all that,
but you're young, and, I mean to say, you're here to learn what we can
teach you. When we've done with you, you can go your own way and be
hanged to you. If you want to smudge about with paint and fake what
you can't draw, there's the Academy."
At this awful suggestion Mendel shuddered. He was imbued enough with
the Detmold tradition to regard the Academy as Limbo.
He gave up painting at home, and hurled himself desperately at the
task of producing a drawing that should satisfy the Professor. Towards
the end of his first term he succeeded, and had his reward in words of
praise in front of the class.
The Professor had meanwhile taken one of the pupils aside and asked
him not to leave the poor little devil so utterly alone. "After all,"
he said, "the school doesn't exist only for drawing. It has its social
side as well, and I don't like to see any one cold-shouldered unless
he deserves it. I mean to say, you other fellows have advantages which
don't necessarily entitle you to mop up all the good things and leave
none for your fellow-creatures."
Mitchell, the pupil, took his homily awkwardly enough, but promised
that he would do what he could. He seized his opportunity one day when
Mendel at lunch had horrified the company by picking up a chicken bone
and tearing at it with his teeth. Mitchell took him aside and said:--
"I say, Kühler, old man, you'll excuse my mentioning it, you know, but
it isn't done. I mean, we eat our food with forks."
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