Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Morrison's indifference to the buzz about his name was especially
maddening, because he wished to prove to her that in painting dwelt a
joy beside which her trumpery little ecstasy in woods and flowers was
nothing, nothing at all. He wished to convince himself that he had not
been really disturbed by her first visit to his studio. Only the shock
of novelty he had felt, and by his success, by his triumphant work, he
had obliterated it. . . . She was nothing, he told himself, only a raw
girl, smooth and polished by her easy life, good for nothing except to
be made love to by such as Mitchell.
Love? They called it love when a young man clasped a maiden's hand, or
when they kissed and rode together on the tops of buses! These
Christians were rather disgusting with all their talk of love. He had
heard more talk of it in three years of contact with them than in all
his life before, and Weldon and others had talked of love in
connection with Hetty Finch.
Disgusting!
And now here was Mitchell babbling of his love for Morrison. When
Mendel wanted to talk of pictures and art and the old painters who had
worked simply without reference to success, Mitchell kept dragging him
back to Morrison, her simplicity, her extraordinary childlike
innocence, her love of beauty, her generous trustfulness, her queer
sudden impulses.
"What has such a girl as that to do with art or with artists?" said
Mendel furiously. "An artist wants women as he wants his food, when he
has time for them."
"Gawd!" says Mitchell, trotting along by his side; "you don't know
what you are talking about. I tell you I never believed all that trash
about a young man being redeemed by a virtuous girl until now."
"It's nonsense!" shouted Mendel; "nonsense, I tell you. It must be
nonsense, because it didn't matter to you whether it was Clowes or
Morrison, and for all I know, it may be both."
"Clowes is a jolly nice girl too," replied Mitchell, "but she's more
ordinary. I never met anyone like Morrison before. I can't make her
out, but she does make me feel that I am an absolute rotter. It is her
fresh enjoyment of simple things that disturbs me and makes me see
what a mess I've made of my life. Once an artist loses that, he is
finished."
They had been reading Tolstoi on "What is Art?" and their young
conceit had been put out by it. Must their extraordinary powers
produce work accessible to the smallest intelligence? Mendel had been
greatly influenced by that theory in his portrait of his mother, while
Mitchell's energy had been paralysed so that he could produce nothing
at all.
"Yes," Mitchell went on, "I know now what Tolstoi means. He means that
love can speak direct to love, and, by Jove! it is absolutely true.
Brains are only a nuisance to an artist. Look at Calthrop! He hasn't
got the brains of a louse. Of course, that is why painters are such an
ignorant lot. I must tell my father that when he goes for me for not
reading."
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