Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The figure delighted his father and mother, for it showed them the
high opinion of their wonder-son held among their own people.
It was terrible to him to find that he had very little pleasure in his
work, which very often gave him excruciating pain. He took it to mean
that he was coming to an end of his talent. Night after night he sat
on his bed feeling that he must make an end of his life, but always
there was some piece of painting that he must do in the morning,
painful though it might be.
He had letters from Mitchell, but did not answer them, and at last
"the schoolboy," as Golda called him, turned up, gay and smiling and
rather elated.
"I've discovered a great man," he said with the awkward, jerky gesture
he used in his more eloquent moments. "Absolutely a great man. Reminds
me of Napoleon. Wonderful head, wonderful! His name is Logan--James
Logan--and he wants to know you. He is a painter, and absolutely
independent. He comes from the North--Liverpool or one of those
places. I haven't seen his work, but I met him at the Pot-au-Feu the
other night. He asked me if I was not a friend of yours, as he thought
he had seen me with you. He said: 'Kühler is the only painter of
genius we have.' I spent the evening with him. I never heard such
talk. It made the old Detmold seem like a girls' school. . . . Hallo!
Still-life again? What a rum old stick you are for never going outside
your four walls!"
"What I paint is inside me, not outside," said Mendel, trembling with
rage at Mitchell looking at his work before he had offered to show it.
"Will you come and see Logan?"
"No. I am sick of painters. I want to know decent people."
"But I promised I would bring you, and he admires your work. He is
poor too, as poor as you are."
"Can't he sell?"
"It isn't that so much as that he doesn't try. He says he had almost
despaired of English painting until he saw your work."
"How old is he?"
"A good deal older than us. Twenty-six, I should think."
"Why don't you just stick to me?" asked Mendel. "What more do you
want? Why must you always go off on a new track? First it's Hetty
Finch, then it's Morrison, and now it's this new man. We were happy
enough by ourselves. Why do you want anything more? I don't."
"You're used to living on dry bread. I'm not. I want butter with mine,
and jam, if I can get it."
"Then get it and don't bother me to go chasing after it. I want to
work."
"Oh, rot! All that stuff about artists starving in garrets is out of
date. It only happened because they couldn't find patrons, but
nowadays there are dealers and buyers. . . . Just look at the money
you are making."
"Then why is this Logan poor?"
"He isn't known yet. He doesn't know the artists because he never went
to a London school. He was doing quite well in the North, but threw it
all up because he couldn't stand living in such a filthy town. He had
a teaching job somewhere in Hammersmith, but he threw that up because
he wanted his time to himself."
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