Mercia, the astronomer royal: A romanceMears, A. Garland
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Mercia, the astronomer royal: A romance
Mears, A. Garland
Science fiction; Utopian fiction
‘Geometrus!’ he scoffingly repeated. ‘And dost thou place that poltroon
before me? Am I to be flouted for him?’
‘His love is honourable, and thine is not; therein lies the difference,
my Sire,’ she answered soothingly, with a view of bringing him to
reason.
‘But my love _shall be made_ honourable, Mercia. I will get a divorce,
and thou shalt fill the Empress’s place—aye, and fill it far away better
than she has ever done! I hate her—curse her!’ And he ground his teeth
in rage at the thought of his wretched inability to accomplish what he
was so loudly boasting of.
‘But I cannot rob another woman of her husband: I would not defraud the
meanest in thy realm, much less thine Empire’s highest lady.’
‘It is not robbery, Mercia, she doth not own my heart, and never did! I
was cozened into that marriage by my cousin Osbert—curse him—curse him
for a meddling fool!’
‘He, doubtless, did it for the best. The whole of thy Cabinet approved,
so did the nation. It is a new thing for me to learn that our Emperor
lives unhappily with his spouse—I cannot understand it.’
‘I never felt the chains gall till now, Mercia. A quiet indifference
kept me content until thy beauty set my heart a-beating with a new joy.
I knew not love till mine eyes dwelt upon thy loveliness, and mine ears
listened to the words that flowed from thy lips like a sweet, rippling
fountain, whose waters gave forth a pure, clear, life-giving stream.
Yes, I have drunk therein, and am filled with new emotions—new joys—new
hopes—new life!’ He clasped his hands in an ecstasy of happiness, as at
that supreme moment he gave rein to the powerful impulses that swayed
him.
‘Now is my beauty an evil thing, and a curse to me!’ cried Mercia, at
the moment bowing her head in deep dejection, and hiding her face in her
hands.
‘Would I had never been born, or that nature had shaped me uncomely, for
then this misfortune could not have overtaken me! Two men desire me, and
I may not have either. I must live in a world filled, like a garden with
flowers—flowers and blossoms of love; yet I may not touch them; their
fragrance is not for me; not one may I wear on my breast! Yet, they nod
and beckon me to pluck them: they offer me the incense of their being,
and would fain spend their full fragrance upon me; for their desire is
to nestle on my bosom, and give me the joy of their beauty and love.’
She spoke as one entranced, who ignoring all listeners felt naught of
the presence of another. For the moment her anguish was her only
companion, which the presence of Felicitas could not restrain. It was
the bursting wail of a heart kept long in subjection and unnatural
restriction, which now claimed its rights. Thus did the longing for love
bring sorrow to Mercia, such sorrow as she had never before tasted.
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