Jean's lip quivered again--more visibly this time--the discipline of her
self-denying life had been a stern one. The prodigal of her family, the
gayest, handsomest, and cleverest of them all, a good workman, and an
idle one, had hung upon her, a heavy, painful burden, falling step by
step in the ruinous downward course of reckless dissipation, until he
ended his days at last, shorn of all the gaiety and cleverness which had
thrown a veil at first upon his sin--an imbecile, drivelling drunkard.
With mighty anguish, which few comprehended or could sympathize with,
she had prayed, entreated, remonstrated, forgiven, and supported him
through all his sad career. He left an orphan boy on her hands. With the
tenderest mother-anxiety, Jean Miller had brought up this child--with
genuine mother-ambition, had, at the cost of long labor, and much
self-denying firmness on her own part, sent him to college when he
reached proper years, eager to raise him above the fear of that terrible
stain and sin which had destroyed the first Andrew--her once gay and
clever brother. But of late insidious voices had whispered in her ear
that the second Andrew had taken the first step in that descending
course. In agony unspeakable, the youth's watchful guardian hastened to
Edinburgh to ascertain the truth of this. She found it false; there was
yet no appearance of any budding evil, but her heart, falling back upon
its sad experience, sank within her, prophetic of evil. She said nothing
in return to the ill-advised sympathy of Mrs. Young--her lip
quivered--it was more eloquent than words.
"You're new to this country, I'm thinking?" she said, addressing Jacky.
"Yes," said Jacky, bashfully.
"She's frae the north country," said Mrs. Young. "Ye've been lang out o'
this pairt yoursel, Jean."
"Ay," was the answer, "it's eighteen year past the twenty-first o'
June--I mind the day weel."
"That would be about the time the gentleman was killed," said Mrs.
Young.
"Yes," said Jean; "the very morning. I'll ne'er forget it."
"Eh, auntie!" exclaimed Bessie. "Whatna gentleman?"
Jacky did not speak, but her thin, angular frame thrilled nervously, and
she fixed her keen eyes upon Jean.
"Deed a gentleman ye've heard o' often enough, Bessie," said her aunt.
"Miss Alice's father--ye've heard your mother telling the story about
Mr. Aytoun mony a time, nae doubt. Ye see, Jean, my sister was Mrs.
Aytoun's right-hand woman. I dinna ken how the puir lady would have won
through her trouble ava, when Miss Alice was born, if it hadna been for
our Bell--no that he was ower guid a man, if a' tales were true, but nae
doubt it was an awfu' dispensation. Ane forgets ill and wrang when the
doer o't's taen away--and a violent death like that!"
"Weel," said Jean Miller, "a'body's dear to their ain. But he wasna
muckle worth the mourning for."
"And how was he killed?" asked Jacky, with some trepidation.
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