Foundlings -- Fiction; Long Island (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“Mary,” asked Keturah Hand as she leaned forward while her niece
adjusted the pillows behind her in the big Pullman chair, “when that
man refused the jewels you told him that you would offer another ransom
for Guy Vanton. What had you in mind?”
The younger woman was behind her aunt. Mrs. Hand twisted about suddenly
to see her face. It was flushed, but Mermaid’s deep and brilliant eyes
met her aunt’s unflinchingly.
“I would have married Guy,” she said, her voice vibrating slightly.
“His father--that is, that man--talked about saving him. I would have
matched my salvation of him against his--father’s. I would have fought
for him against all the past evil that was dragging him down. Now his
father is dead. He can--possibly--pull himself out alone, unaided. If
not, I am ‘standing by.’ Oh, yes--I love him,” she finished, answering
the interrogation that leaped from Keturah Hand’s eyes.
VIII
In the sunshine of California, in the cheerfulness of life in San
Francisco, Keturah grew steadily better. Dick Hand executed a variety
of projects, and only Mermaid remained unstirred and uninfluenced by
her surroundings, by the change of air and scene. It is perhaps wrong
to speak of her as “unstirred.” She was stirred and very deeply, but
by no trifle of environment or of company. Down in her the great tides
were swinging, moving resistlessly and in vast volume, imperceptible
in their drift and direction on the surface. As was inevitable, Dick
Hand again asked her to marry him and this time she gave him a final
refusal. She did not put him off. She knew it would be useless. The
current had set and was sweeping on through her. She could chart it,
and she knew it would not shift. Something tremendous, something
massive in her life would be required to deflect it.
“Why,” she asked herself, “should I pretend to myself any longer? I
love Guy Vanton. I think I have always loved him. He is in peril and he
needs my help. When he was caught in the surf did I wait to see if he
could save himself? Not one instant! Why do I wait now? Why do I risk
losing him, by letting him drown, forever? It isn’t right.”
She did up her hair in great coils, like thick cables of ship’s rope,
and it seemed to her that each separate strand, so slender, so easily
snapped, redoubled in its tensile power as it was gathered with the
hundreds of others.
“Life,” she thought to herself, “is like that. We are tied to the past
by a thousand filaments, every one of them slight, fragile, easily
snapped, quickly broken. But they are all twisted together. They are
like this coil of hair. They are like a thousand threads spun together,
not to be snapped, not to be broken. A thousand things join Guy to the
past. Some of the threads join the two of us.”
A fresh thought struck her.
“He can never escape wholly from his past. And I am almost the only
thing or person in it that is pleasant or even halfway wholesome for
him to remember.”
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